Curves

Confident

"She said it's her first time,

I think she might of lied.

Feels so good damn,

and I don't know why.

I'm addicted,

something like an addict.

Got me twisted,

but still I gotta have it.

Tattoos, piercings and she just learned to twerk.

She ain't got a heart or a ass, just her brains;

Gotta ask cause her ass on a learning curve.

And she love to earn the verb,

I mean burn the word.

That's only legal with a doctors note;

Real deep pockets like a doctors coat;

Stay fitted like Diddy,

hair back tryna rock the boat.

She the first mate wanna rock the boat,

She never forget to ride like a bicycle.

She like planes, trains, chains with icicles/

It goes her, blank, blank, and rock & roll,

She says, "I know, honey bunny that's a funny thing."

Watch her twerk for a good fella.

She money dance with the money team;

Oh no no, oh no no,

She's confident,

Oh no no, oh no no,

And I'm down with it,

Oh no no, oh no no,

She's confident,

You could tell by the way she walks in the .."

It's been three weeks since I last talked to anyone except Avery and Aaliyah.

Nobody.

Just Aaliyah and Avery.

I haven't been to work either. Not since the bullshit Malcom pulled at Mr.Quincero's hearing a few weeks ago.

I don't even want to think about what he did, because I might get a little trigger happy and might end up fucking his shit up, but the new, improved, and richer Alana is not going to do that.

And yes I said richer.

I won the case! Even after Malcom's bullshit ass proposal at court in front of everybody...

The negro literally busted through the court room doors and thought I was gonna' marry him.

That was cute.

You know what I did? Smacked the shit out of him.

And now what do I have? A sprained wrist. But, I'm proud of my baby. She stuck up for mommy, and that's why I had her cast custom made.

This is how you know I'm lonely... I'm talking about my wrist like a lunatic.

I've been taking my rides a lot more often now.. Mostly just to see Avery. And, no we haven't physically touched each other. I've decided that even though I love Mariah Carey and all, I am not trying to be the next cougar. That just ain't me.

I told Avery about me and Malcom's situation though, and honestly.. He's been the best listener ever.

He thinks we might end up being together, but I always respond "'In hell maybe; Since I ain't going there I guess we're done.'"