Don't Worry .. Chris Brown Story

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Chris was now taking a bath and I was sitting in the bed thinking about the choice I was going to make.

I knows it's been a while that I brung my daughter up to you all but I don't want to go so long without telling him because eventually her and her grandma will be coming back from their trip to Miami and it'll be time for me to start seeing her again.

I normally take her places and things every now and then but I want her here now. It's not right that she hasn't had her mother and doesn't have a father at all, I have no reason now to not have her honestly.

I have a man, which is something I'm not searching for anymore like I was before and I'm not depressed anymore, just have my moments.

I'm just afraid of how he'll react once I tell him. Some say it's something you should've said in the beginning but it wasn't the time, you don't tell people that in the beginning once you meet them because that'll run them away.

I'm thinking about telling him once he's out of his bath and settled down, it's only 6 and we recently came from therapy so I know he's not going to bed yet.

I've been wanting to tell him for a while but there's no reason to hold it off now and then it'll keep getting held off and he'll find out the wrong way.

If he's not able to accept it though, I'll gladly tell him that I'll help him get his things and go back home and we can forget we ever dated.

" Lex, I'm done " Chris yelled

He usually calls me in there once he pulled his self up to the end of the tub and wrapped his towel around his self.

It's easy because it's laid across the top and he just sits on it and wraps it around hisself.

I usually go in and just help him into the room, he gets dressed on his own.

I helped him out and he got dressed as I went downstairs to think to myself again.

I don't want to seem as if I'm panicking for nothing but this isn't anything little you spring on somebody you're dating, especially after half a year of knowing them.

As I sat on the couch, I received a text from Chris.

My Baby ❤ : Why you go downstairs?
6:34 PM

I didn't reply, I just headed upstairs and back into the room.

" I was just thinking " I said sitting next to him.

" About what? You look worried as hell, you cheating on me? " he said raising his eyebrows

I smiled a fake smile, " No..it's just.. " I stopped and played with my fingers for a second.

" It's something I should've told you a while back. " I said

" But I know you're not an understanding person and what I have to say, I know you're going to get mad. " I followed

" Just spit it out " he said

I played with my fingers for a few more seconds.

" Okay, um... "

" Say It " he said

" When I was 19, I had this boyfriend named Keenan-- "

" This another nigga I gotta kill? " he said raising his eyebrows

" No " I smiled again

" He was my boyfriend at that time... " I paused

" Spit It out, Lexi. "