Finding Myself

chapter 10

My head hurts. I could feel a sharp pain that seemed to pierce through my skull. My cheek was sore and I can swear that there was a bruise forming there right at this moment. I groaned in pain and I felt something cold yet soothing on my forehead and cheek where the bruise was. My eyes fluttered open and I was looking at a very worried Ted.

“Are you all right?” he whispered.

I smiled and tried to get up. He was looking at me poised to catch me if need be. I got halfway up from the bed when I moaned in pain again. He swiftly grabbed me and placed me gently down on the bed.  Because he had to catch me he ended up leaning over the bed and when he laid me down his chest was right next to my laying arm and his face inches away. I was surprised at our proximity. All I could stare at were his luscious lips. I quickly remembered our little scandal at the infirmary and I hoped to pick up where we left off.

He started staring at my lips also and he began leaning towards me slowly. I parted my lips just a bit and he licked his lips. When he neared my face his nose touched my nose and he stopped. He was looking back and forth between my eyes and lips. I could tell he wanted me and I wanted him just as bad. Without another word or glance I crushed my lips to his. He froze for a second before using the same intensity I was and was kissing me back at full force.

I felt like I had died and went to heaven. His lips were soft and they felt so right. My heartbeat kept on speeding up and since I was on a natural high I began doing crazy out of control things.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled on his hair. He groaned into my mouth and that made me feel hotter. I took this as an advantage and I flipped him over, forgetting all about my injuries. We were furiously kissing, one not letting go of the other. I could feel him run his hands down the length of my body and end up in my back pockets. I started getting riskier and I felt his chest.

This was such a well-defined area and I was hungry for more. Apparently he was too because he flipped me over and he was biting my bottom lip asking for entrance. I quickly gave in and I felt the brush of his tongue against mine. His tongue explored my mouth. I tried to fight for dominance but he won. I wasn’t at all disappointed at this defeat.

I went back to feeling his abs and was rewarded by him taking off his shirt. I now had full view of his god-like body. I watered at the sight of him and he knew it. He smashed his lips against mine again and we were rolling on the bed. It went from him on top to me straddling him, to him on top again.  My body felt like it was on fire. I suppose he was feeling more lustful because he started raising my shirt. I was nervous and he sensed this but he worked his magic with his tongue and I forgot all my worries. His hand began to rise until one of them finally reached my breast. I gasped and he fondled it dearly. He was rubbing and groping in all the right places. I began moaning which seemed to turn him on even more. I arched my back and just as I was about to rip off my shirt he did it for me.

Buzz! Buzz!

He stopped dead in his tracks. We were booth breathing hard and we both had our shirts off. I began blushing furiously.

Buzz! Buzz!

Ted seemed to snap out of his dream like state and he headed over to the phone. I was breathing heavily and I suddenly felt drained. That stupid phone had ruined everything! I wasn’t sure at this point if I would have let it go on further. I quickly put on my shirt and by the time I was finished Ted had come up to me and held out his hand. In his palm was my phone. Whoever it was I was going to murder them, then me for not leaving it on silent.

I quickly checked the phone and it was a text from an unknown number. I knitted my eyebrows together and read the text message.

Are you feeling better?

I texted back.

Who is this? I never gave my number to anyone. How in the world do people get my number?

I looked over at Ted. “Are you all right?” I asked him. He nodded. Then he looked at me with my shirt on and he began putting his on. I blushed a deep color.

Buzz! Buzz! I checked my phone.

Its Jack. :D

Jack?! How did you get my number?

Hope you don’t mind I asked your brother for it.  I was shocked! Why would Jack want my number? I heard a growl next to me. I looked at Ted and he was scowling at my phone.

I don’t mind at all but right now I’m in the middle of something so text ya later J

K…I’ll be waiting :3 Ted wasn’t happy with the last text because he snatched my phone away and threw it on the floor.

He turned me towards me and we were face to face. He pressed his forehead against my forehead and he breathed out, all the while I was breathing in his intoxicating scent. He then pulled back and I pouted. He smiled.

“Why are you pouting?,” he asked with a grin. Now he was just teasing me!

“No reason,” I smiled back. Two can play the teasing game. I lay on the bed and my shirt raised a little. He quickly glanced at the little bit of exposed skin I was showing. I smirked an evil smirk. I pulled his arm and he feel onto the bed beside me. I turned my body so it was facing the wall and reached behind me. I grabbed his hand and put it on my body, his hand resting on my stomach.

I cuddled closer to him my rear end purposely rubbing into his front area. His breath became ragged. I stop fidgeting and looked at myself. My shirt had risen to just above my belly button and his hand was on my bare skin.

“Are you doing okay?” I asked.

“Never better,” he replied with a strain in his voice. I turned towards him and his cheeks were a light pinkish color. I smiled evilly knowing that I was making hi control slip away.

Then I lifted myself up to where he was. My face came dangerously close to his face and I could detect lust in his eyes. I slowly traced my finger around his lips. His lips trembled beneath my touch. Then I placed light kisses on his jaw and I went lower to his throat. I could feel him tense up. I slowly trailed my lips up to the corner of his lips and I winked seductively. Then I lightly pressed my lips against him and I pulled back immediately and he frowned.

“What did you do that for?” he complained.

“Nothing, just don’t want to take things too far,” I said simply.

“We’ve been farther than this though,” he brought my mind back to when I took off my shirt.

“Your right,” I said. And he kissed me. I could feel desire and passion mixed in the kiss. He flipped me over, careful not to put extra weight on me but I loved the feel of his body on mine. When we broke apart we were both breathing heavily. He smiled and I smiled in return.

“Let’s get something to eat.”

“Sure,” I agreed.

He grabbed my hand and led me outside. I looked around the dark hallway we were in. It took me a moment to remember where everything was and I soon recognized the path to the kitchen. He sat me down and kissed me on the forehead.

He began getting out ingredients and I was curious as to what he was making this time. A vibrating in my pocket startled me out of my trance. It was my phone. I opened it up and snuck a look at Ted before I read the text.

I have something important to tell you…alone- Jack.

I sighed seems like Jack wasn’t going to leave this alone so I had no other choice to help him with whatever he needed help with.

Time and place and I’ll be there. I texted back.

Saturday at 9. My phone was snatched from my hand after I got Jack’s text. I turned to see an angry Ted glaring at my phone.