#64 in Fanfiction (Highest: 170314)
"in which she meets junmyeon.
...but not suho."
| PARIS + AMSTERDAM |
an exo fanfic inspired by
suho & sehun in paris
march 2017
• COMPLETED •
| 170309-170318 |
+ long chapters +
+ pictures inc...
{A/N} Hi. I don't have much time to proofread so if there are any grammatical errors, feel free to tell me ^^ thank you in advance ~ credits to the owners of those photos I used. :)
BGM: Lucky- EXO 💖
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CLARISSE POV
"Y-You might not believe me, and it might not be the best time to say this, since we've only met today, b-but... I think I like you, Clarisse. I mean, you're so unique. You're different among the rest. And..and.. This is my first time, I mean, I have a lot of first times with you, even this trip. I don't know what I'm saying anymore, keke, I'm sorry. But I just hope you will still stay with me?" Junmyeon confessed.
We were still in the same place above the bridge here in Vondelpark. The atmosphere here will really make you feel all cheesy and romantic with your loved one. So I don't blame how Junmyeon feels right now. But I think it's too early for him to feel that way.
"Junmyeon," I backed off from his hug. "I.. I think it's too early for you to say that. I mean, for you to feel that way. We only just met this morning, remember?"
I walked down the bridge and he followed me. I didn't know where I was going and I suddenly felt tired so I stopped by at this tree.
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"Clarisse," Junmyeon called out. "Are you tired? We can go home now if you like."
"No, I just want to rest." I sat down in the grass by the riverside.
"Clarisse?"
"Yeah?"
"Look, Junmyeon, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. But it's just... it's too early to say such things. Don't make love, or I don't know how you call it, sound like it's an easy thing to say."
"But I'm serious. It's only you who made me feel this way. You won't believe me, sure, but just listen. Clarisse, you make me feel excited, happy, and carefree at one moment and then later on you'll make me feel scared. You're the first, and only woman, to make me feel that way."
"Huh?"
"What I'm saying is, I'm scared of losing you. I'm telling you all this because I'm scared about the fact that you might leave me or what if one day I have to go away and leave you here all alone. I just want to make sure you trust me, and know what's in my heart. That I will never lea-"
"What do you mean, Junmyeon? Are you leaving? Are you leaving me here? Right now??"
"No, Clarisse. You're not getting my point. I'm scared because-"
"What do you mean I don't get your point, Junmyeon? You just said you're gonna leave me. Where will you go? Am I just someone you hang out with and drop like a trash later on?"
