My Greatest What If - Moira Gokongwei (Published)

Chapter 34

I  didn't want Gio to pay for my enrollment. I told her that I was going to find a way to pay for it myself but she merely quirked a brow at me after my lengthy explanation on how I was to come up with the money.

"Baby, alam mo ba kung gaano kabagal ang justice system sa Pilipinas? Baka by the time na makuha mo 'yung mana na para sa'yo at nag-debut na 'yung baby girl natin," she told me.

It was a Saturday and we were too lazy to do anything else other than lie in bed. So, after a quick breakfast and a shower, we went back to her bedroom to do just that.

"Babarahin sana kita, eh, kaso napangiti ako d'un sa mga salitang baby girl natin," I told her. "Pero, paano kung lalaki 'yung baby natin, ayaw mo na ba sa kanya?" I asked.

"Hindi naman. Mapa-lalaki o babae man 'yung baby natin mamahalin ko kasi—shit, Baby, gusto mo talagang manganak? Iniisip ko pa lang nanlalamig na ako. Hihimatayin yata ako sa nerbiyos kapag nagkataon."

"Kaya ko 'yun, 'yun lang, eh. Ako pa ba? Ang tapang ko kaya."

"Baby, duwag ako sa gan'un. Pakiramdam ko talaga mas mauuna akong ipasok sa emergency room kaysa sa'yo. Hindi ka ba natatakot? And why are you so adamant about us having a child?"

"I want to do it for you..." I replied before I sighed. "You're an only child, G. Sino namang magpapatuloy ng lahi ninyo?"

"Hindi na kailangan 'yun. Tanggap naman na ni Daddy na hindi ko talaga s'ya mabibigyan ng apo. At kung 'yun lang ang rason kung bakit gusto mong magbuntis, h'wag na, hindi na kailangan."

"I want your children."

"Dati child lang, ngayon children na? Abusada ka," she said frowning.

I laughed. "I want to be the mother of your child or children, G. I want to nurture something that is yours. Okay lang naman kung ayaw mo, hindi naman kita mapipilit at ayokong gawin natin 'yun nang hindi rin buo ang loob mo."

She pulled me to lean against her chest. "Give me two years. Please. Before we go through that procedure. Gusto muna kitang solohin. Gusto kong tayo muna. Not that I don't want to have children with you...kaya lang...ayaw muna kitang i-share sa iba. And I know a child is a great responsibility, he or she might even take most of our time."

"We will love being parents."

"I will love whatever it is that you'll love...pero, pwede ako na muna ang baby mo?" she asked. "Sige na, hindi pa ako sawa maging baby mo, eh."

"Bakit bastos ang pumapasok sa isip ko d'yan sa sinabi mo?" I asked. "Para kasing ano...alam mo na...may kinalaman sa aking mammary glands."

She laughed out loud. "Alam mo bang that statement I issued was intended to be sweet? Pero, gan'un ang dating sa'yo?"

"Bastos ka kasi 'tapos nagpapabastos pa ako sa'yo kaya tuloy nahawa na ako," I said.

"Hindi naman, ang bait ko kaya. 'Tsaka ang galang ko sa'yo. Pati 'yung respeto ko sa'yo todo."

"Sa akin, oo, pero sa mga parte ng katawan ko wala. Pakisabihan naman 'yang kamay mo na h'wag magliwaliw sa ilalim ng t-shirt ko..." I asked.

"Sige, bibigyan ko ng memo mamaya," she naughtily replied. "Wait, Baby, kakausapin ko lang..." she added before her head disappeared inside my shirt.

I swallowed a moan before I lifted my shirt over my head and then threw it on the floor. "Hi, gorgeous..." I cupped her face with both my hands before I kissed her.

Every time we made out felt like a new adventure for me and Gio. My body became her playing field and oh, how it welcomed her eagerly. She is such an attentive lover and she paid homage to every millimicron of my skin until I was reduced to a moaning, whimpering, whining, pleading mess in her arms.