WITH YOU....

Chapter 2: Louisa (Will)

Louisa was the turning point in my boring and useless life. She was the one who changed me. She was the one who showed me how to be happy. She became that important person in my life . That very important person. She was the one who changed me. She gave me a purpose to live.  I  became a whole new person because of her. She was the woman i loved. She was the woman of my life . The first time she kissed me. The first time she cried. The first time she laughed. The first time she smiled. All infront of me. Were priceless. I wanted to be a part of every fragment that comprised of her emotions.

"Before I met you,
I felt that I couldn't love anyone,
That nobody would be able to fill the void in my heart,
But that all changed when I met you...
Then I came to realize you were always on my mind.
You're funny and sweet,
You make me laugh and smile,
You take away all my anger and sadness,
You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,
More beautiful than any flower that I have ever seen,
You made me weak when I talked to you,
Then I started to write poems about you,
Now, I have come to realize that I am Hopelessly in love with you."

I've had alot of things to say to her. But i was unable to. I wanted to say alot of things,but i was unable to . Maybe i was afraid?. Maybe i was nervous?.  I had so many feelings huddled up inside me. I just had to express them somehow. I wanted to tell her that,
"Many times in life, we can end up taking the people who are closest to our hearts for granted. I am so used to all of the wonderful things that you do for me and I never want you to think that I do not appreciate everything that you do for me and our relationship. Every minute of every day, I am always so grateful to have you in my life and in my heart.

I just wanted to let you know that how much I appreciate having you in my life. For helping me through the bad times and being there to help me celebrate the good times, I cherish all of the moments that we share together. There aren’t enough words in the dictionary for me to tell you how glad I am to have you in my life. I am so lucky to have you by my side. Everything you do for me never goes unnoticed. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone as wonderful as you, but I am eternally grateful to have your love, support, and affection.1 Thank you for being you, and for having me by your side."

"I hope you know how much you mean to me. You are such an important part of my life. In fact, you are the center of my life. Everything I do is for us and I hope you know that I am always trying to do the right thing that will make our relationship a stronger one. You have inspired me to be the best version of myself that I can possibly be and I hope that I can somehow repay you for everything that you have done for me. Without you, I would be a completely different person. You have taught me so much about life and because of you, I truly know what love is."

"You are such a gift to me. Having you in my life is such a blessing. Every day, I thank God that you are in my life and that you are by my side. I am so blessed to be able to call you mine and to be called yours. I pray that I will always be able to give you what you need in life and that you will always be there to hold my hand and that you will continue to walk with me on this journey that we call life."

There are many others things too. But still i am afraid and nervous. I don't know why. I actually forget myself when i am around her . She was that charismatic. She had that aura.  I couldn't help it.