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Chapter 19: Happiness ....(Louisa)

Everything​ was changing. Everything was getting back to normal. Will was getting his life back and so was I. It was such a beautiful sight to see him do things that he always wanted to do. Go surfing , dance , workout and many more. I always looked at him with a smile on my face. I couldn't handle him being all sad and upset. Because in the end I was the one getting upset when he got upset. Will was the perfect man. He was the one. After he had cleared all my doubts and disturbing thoughts, it appeared as if I was a bird who just wanted to fly and never actually come down on the ground. I was filled up with a fluffy pleasantness. I didn't know how to describe it. People usually say I have "butterflies in my stomach". But I was a different case all together....."I had a whole sanctuary inside me!". The sanctuary of Happiness and it's gates were now open.

Will had opened them and somewhere I never wanted to close them ever again. I wanted them to stay open forever...... After our trip , Will was going to ask his parents. The typical drama I must say. The family drama. But this drama was reality so you couldn't stop it even if you wanted to!. Honestly I couldn't wait to get back. I wanted to you know....see what happens. See as I said " whole sanctuary!". After his proposal I used to blush all the time. Whenever he used to get close I used to feel that I would explode. We had alot of fun and cute moments.....yes CUTE MOMENTS!. Oh My God I'm freaking out of Happiness again. I wanted to conserve it but I couldn't. It just kept on overflowing. I didn't know how to stop it. His touch, his presence, his perfume,his kiss......all made me feel that I couldn't be any safer. The barrier of safety was around me. And that Barrier was Will.

"You know what I really want to see you in a white dress". Will said suddenly while packing. We were about to leave. There goes my heart. I thought to myself facing the wardrobe. Will was sitting on the bed. "Feelings are mutual". I said softly.
"You want me to wear white?. Lou I'm not into that lace and intricate detailing". He replied playfully. Why do I always mess up when he talks like that?!. I thought to myself. "I meant I can't wait to see you in a. Tuxedo too". I said . He got up and came to me. He held my face in between his palms. "I wouldn't mind seeing you without any clothes as well Clark". He whispered in my ear. The instant this happened,I felt as if I was going to melt. I was going to disintegrate. Why does he do this ?. Why just why?!.

"Your face is all pink and blotchy again". He said laughing.
"It's not supposed to turn green when you say stuff like that. Obviously it will turn red !". I exclaimed. He leaned in and kissed me. The sensations of Happiness,joy , satisfaction, relief, safety and God knows how many more surged inside me. We finally pulled back and smiled. He kissed my forehead again. " So are you ready to go back future Mrs Will Traynor?". He said with smile. I blushed again but still managed to nod.  He lent out his hand to me . I took it and entwined my fingers with his. "let's go home ". He said smiling. "yes....". I replied smiling back.

This was Happiness. This is happiness.
Every individual defines happiness in his or her own unique way the way he or she feels it.

Happiness can never be seen, it can only be felt by the one who get it. Happiness is said to be an individual’s beliefs, faith, desires and aspirations.

Happiness is connected with things that make you feel happy. And Will was my Happiness .....