WITH YOU....

Chapter 21: Preparations.....(Will)

Life was tiring now. It was my wedding I get it. But still it was really tiring. I had to get back from work and then start another batch of work. The wedding operation as it was called among the families. I barely had some life left in me when I used to come back. I decided to take some rest and do the work later . But then I would get this life threatening phone call. "You are not postponing this stuff Mr Traynor!!". Yes that was my future wife. Who was literally involved in organising her own wedding. I had to take care of alot of stuff.

There was so much of a buzz in the Traynor estate after so long. " Yes it will be in the Traynor estate itself ,the things will be arranged in the backyard.yes and where is the manager of the restaurant !!!!he was supposed to meet me today !". I heard my mother shouting. "Yes Christian you're presence will be appreciated don't forget to bring Anastasia. Mr and Mrs Grey should be present. Will will be delighted. " My father was talking on the phone.

Everyone was busy . So was I. The scene at Lou's house was the same. People barely sat down!. This went on from two days. After another couple of days was our wedding. Everything​ was going on in a rush. I was looking over at the invitation card of our wedding that was going to be distributed to our close and dear friends and family. Suddenly I felt a tap on my shoulder. "Son don't forget you have your fitting tomorrow". My dad said. I nodded. He was about to go away when I stopped him . "Father please relax . You need to rest. " I said in a concerned tone. "What? You're asking me to rest when my son is about to get married?!. You've completely lost your mind . And anyway it's my son's wedding so I am not going to sit down and relax". He said and went away. "Okay fine ". I said softly and sat down. I had to  call my friends who were staying a thousand miles away. I wanted them to be there for me on my special day.

It's been so long since I felt so alive and normal. What I had dreamt of was finally going to happen. I was going to get married to her. I walked out towards the back yard. Flowers and ribbons and candles were scattered here and there. Chairs were being set up. White roses were being set up on the wedding aisle. "she would walk down this aisle". I thought to myself and smiled stupidly. "I would be standing there waiting for her ". I looked over at the Dias. This was going to happen in a time of two days. We would be standing there in two days.

"Be with me whenever you can.
Love me for what I am.

Convince me when I am in doubt.
Give me hope when I seem without.

Respect me, show me you care.
Stand by me, always be there.

Forgive me if I should do wrong.
Caress me when nights seem so long.

Assure me, allay my fears.
Be faithful throughout the years.

Trust me as I will trust you.
Encourage my dreams my life through.

Be with me whenever you can.
Love me for what I am."

Eternity was nothing compared to the love I had for Louisa. I couldn't express it.  But I knew it deep within my heart. I was in love with her truly madly and deeply. It was simple yet complicated. I was in love with her. And in two days this love would have a official name. Where I could tell the whole world that she was mine and no one could ever take her away from me. "Two days it is ...." I said to myself and smiled. You only get one life you know, and I decide to live this life with her. I thought to myself and smiled.