Oh my God this was really happening. As in really really happening?!. Finally i was going to do it. I was going to do it !!. Oh my God i couldn't believe it myself. I was going to do it!. I was going to propose Louisa. I was finally going to express my feelings. I had to tell her. I had to tell her that she had changed me. I had to tell her that she had made me a better person. I had to tell her that she was the best thing that had ever happened to me. I had to tell her that she was the one who became the ray of light. The ray of my light of hope. To live again. To feel again. To be happy again. She was the one. She was the only one. And no one else.
But there was a small tiny problem....I WAS NERVOUS. I WAS REALLY REALLY NERVOUS. I don't know why but i was. I wanted this but at the same time i was scared. Louisa was not in the room. I was. She was outside . I had planned to propose her today. But i felt that i didn't have the guts to do that. This was bad. This was really really bad. I had had a talk with the hotel staff and authorities. They used to hold a Saturday dance every month and fortunately we had arrived before it. And guess what ?, It was the Saturday the dance was going to be held on! . I had a talk with the manager and had arranged everything.
Louisa did not know about this dance. She was completely clueless about it. I had planned all this in the most confidential way i could. The hotel was holding the dance today and after that i was supposed to do my thing. I had everything arranged and planned everything. Just like a perfect businessman. But the problem was that this wasn't just business!. This was something bigger and greater than any business deal or presentation.
I was getting anxious by each and every moment. It was one o'clock in the afternoon. The dance was supposed to start at five . I was thinking about how to go about it and getting nervous and suddenly my phone rang. It was my mother.
"So son everything planned ?".
"Yes mother....". I said softly.
"What's wrong son?".
"Nothing mother " .
"Will Traynor stop trying to be an actor because you are not and for your information you're a terrible actor.".
"......".
"What is it son?".
"I'm nervous...I'm scared and I'm scared about what she will answer ".
"Oh son.....When did you become so adorable?". She said laughing.
"Mother !".
"Don't worry son .. I'm sure what she will answer ."
"What?".
"Obviously YES!!!!. She also loves you you idiot. Your feelings are mutual. I have seen it in her eyes ".
I breathed a sigh of relief.
"Really mother?".
"Yes son she will now go on and tell me what happened".
I smiled
"Yes mother...."
"Okay son bye".
"No mother wait!"..
"Yes ?".
"I love you mom" . I said smiling. And I'm hundred percent sure she must have smiled as well .
"I love you too Willy".
And she cut the phone .
Now i had to do it. I had to move forward. I had to take a step forward. One step closer was a must. I had to propose her or i don't know what would happen. I had to. Thinking about this i left the room to go and meet up with Louisa.
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