WITH YOU....

Chapter 18 : The Moment....(Will)

She had said yes!. She had finally said yes. To actually accept that this wasn't a dream i kissed her once more. "Will ..". She said blushing. "Yes ?". I replied. "
"Nothing ".She said looking down.  I held her chin up and asked her to look at me.
"I can't look at you right now even if you want me to". She said moving her eyes here and there.
"But I'll keep on looking at you no matter what ". I replied in a teasing tone.
"Will!" . She playfully hit my chest. I held her wrist in my hand.
"You can't stop me now Clark. I won't let you stop me now".
"Remember i had told you that seeing you infront of me and not being able to do anything......".
She nodded.
"You don't even know how much restraint i had shown that time .. looking at you that moment made me feel want to get up and just hug you tightly and never leave your side .....,but i couldn't.....". I said looking down. She suddenly raised my chin. "You can now ". She whispered softly in my ear and then kissed by forehead.

I blushed . "Idiot".
"What did i do ?". She replied calmly .
"Don't you realise that I'm a normal man now ?". ,
"I do .".
" When you do things like that.....". I said softly.
"I loose my composure Clark.....". I said.

"Oh i didn't mean to do that ". She said nervously.
"The point is you already did ".
I playfully picked her up and carried her in my arms.
"We are going to ?".
"The hotel room". I replied.
"Okay....." She said blushing.
We reached the hotel room. I put her down on the bed. I kneel down beside her.

"I really don't know what you do to me Clark ."
"I could say the same ". She said blushing.
"I'm not the same man anymore Louisa....I've changed. I'm not that playboy anymore...... I know you haven't told me but still once or twice you might have thought about this. What if Will returns to being his old self once he gets his life back?. What if he leaves me and gets back into his old habits?. What if this is a huge mistake?. I want to assure you that it isn't. This is not a mistake. I'm thankful to God that i had this accident. I'm lucky to have experienced this pain and exhaustion.... Because all of it was worth it..... It was worth it.  I love you Louisa Clark and I'm always going to love you normal or abnormal......But it will always be you .....,".
She had tears in her eyes.

"Why are you crying?". I asked worriedly. I moved my hand towards her face to wipe her tears. But something unexpected happened.  Louisa held my wrist and pulled me in for a kiss. She held my face in between her palms and kissed me. She was kissing me. She was finally kissing me. She was laying her claim on me. It felt so good for once. It felt so satisfying. Finally she pulled back. I was still in a trance from what had just happened. I moved my lips to say something. But she put a finger on my lips. "Don't say another word.... You'll ruin the moment".  She whispered softly. I smiled.  "I love you ".  I said softly. And pulled her in for a kiss. At first the kiss was small,but it grew more intense. Probably the most intense kiss i ever experienced. Without any thoughts or worries,i hovered over her . She held on to me tightly. I kissed her forehead.

"I've always wanted to do this ". I said blushing and leaned into her neck. With one hand i was holding her head in my palm and with the other i was undoing the hooks of her dress. In a short while ,Louisa had pulled off my shirt and i her dress. We threw our clothes on the floor beside us. Passionate kisses kept on coming . The sensations were too intense to handle. I picked her up and laid her on top of me. By this time both of us had not even a single Barrier between us.  There was no going back now.

I felt as if i finally curbed my hunger. It felt as if my years and months of starvation had ended.  I traced  each and every square inch of her body with my tongue and fingertips. I was not going to stop today. She moaned out my name as i traced her collar bone with my tongue. "Will". She whispered softly holding my hair tightly."I'm not stopping today Clark". I replied and kissed her passionately. I adjusted myself properly over her.  She was breathing rapidly and then suddenly gasped. We had finally connected. No one could separate us now. I kept on kissing her and she kept on moaning my name each and every time i moved. No one could take her away from me. No one....