It was just a really boring week. I had had enough debates with myself about Will . So decided to do something useful . I worked at the florists double time . To mostly keep myself busy. I didn't get enough time to talk to Will anyway. He was extremely occupied with work. I didn't want to disturb him. In my free time i usually used to think about Will. All these debates in my head about him were at one side,and my feelings for him were at another. As i said i was truly madly deeply in love with him. If i even wanted to ,i couldn't change that. I was in love with him. Sometimes i was like "am i good enough ?". Then the other moment i was like "screw good enough , feelings only matter!". In general terms i was confused and nervous,but somehow i always managed to express my thoughts about him.
His thoughts used to make me smile and laugh and feel happy. He was my special someone. But was i his ?. Okay i was getting back to the self debate within self thing. I didn't want to do that now. I just wanted to express. I just wanted to express my feelings for him. Him loving me or him not loving me wouldn't change those feelings. But why should i think about a scenario where "Him is not Loving me?". Him loving me is completely fine!.
"To you I give the whole me
For I believe that you're my destiny
To you I offer every best of my heart
For I believe that you will value it
I want to share my whole life with you
For me to show that my love is true
I want to hold you in my arms
And sing you songs and lullabies
Loving you is what I want to do
Although I know that it can make me blue
Cause tears in my eyes has nothing to do
If I'm with a man that is you."
"Can we just run away
Together, just me and you?
Have fun, forever play?
You know, just the two of us?
Can we just leave this place?
Just run hand in hand?
Be together all our days?
And never ever look back...
Can we just walk
Together under the stars?
I'll kiss your hand and your lips?
And you can have my heart?
Can we just laugh?
Innocent giggles, loving looks?
I'll have your love and you can have mine?
Because it's my heart and love you took....
Can we just walk
For hours on end?
We'll talk about anything?
And we can lay upon your bed..."
"
Our song of love is pure and fair
All hurt the music can repair
As heaven comes to us on earth
And makes us one in our rebirth
And now we're open to the tune
The world may fall but we're immune
It binds us two in sweet refrain
And twirls us 'round and 'round again
Each heart in harmony now beats
And lifts us both up from our seats
To dance and swirl in unison
In perfect pitch, us two made one
Each giving up the solo roles
And harmonizing with our souls
An orchestra of pure delight
Our song lights each and every night
This tune a symbol like a dove
A perfect melody of love".
I know i can become a hopeless romantic at times. And can get extremely cheesy. But couldn't help it!. These were my thoughts about him. Maybe it's called Happiness?!.
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