crush ⚣ joshler [✔︎]

seven

-TYLER ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID? ashley yelled at me.
-THEY FUCKING BULLIED YOU TYLER. THEY BROKE YOU IN SO MANY WAYS. YOU CANT GO BE THEIR BEST FRIEND JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE SOME STUPID CRUSH ON A STUPID GUY. YOU ARE SO FUCKING DUMB TYLER. SO. FUCKING. DUMB. she screamed, those words hurt so much. i know that she's right but i hate when people call me dumb. like i know i'm dumb stop rubbing it in my face. all i did was run to the bathroom, tears, of course, already escaping my eyes. i opened a bathroom and ran in, locking the door after me.
shortly after someone opened the door.
-tyler? josh's gentle voice broke through.
-y-yeah. i answered in a low tone.
-come out, please. i hesitated but stood up and unlocked the door, after arguing a bit with myself whether or not i should walk out i did it. i looked down at the ground, a little embarrassed. he walked to me and hugged me for awhile.
-what happened? he asked and pulled away. he grabbed my chin, gently pulling up. his dreamy hazel eyes looked at me a little saddened.
-n-nothing. i simply said and shook my head.
-don't want to talk about it? he asked and i shook my head once again, slower this time.
-that's fine. he smiled at me and brought me in for another hug.
this is where i belong. right in his arms. in his arms. and only his.

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second class was art. the only class i have with josh. he said that i can sit with mel and ash if i wanted to or i could sit with him and his friends, of course i chose the second option. i know that they have been mean to me and shit but they changed, they just didn't know me before.

-so tyler.. spencer started with a smirk.
-yess? i looked at him confidently but inside i was as nervous as i could be.
-did you have fun last night? he asked, with that everyone chuckled a bit.
-oh fuck off. let's not talk about last night ever again. i said in a grumpy tone.
-what happened last night? i heard a familiar voice behind me. i quickly turned around to see melanie. she looked really mad. i stood up and took her to the side.
-why are you mad at me? i asked in a sad tone.
-oh you know why. so now tell me what you did last night. she said with a stern voice.
-nothing. i muttered, now a little angry as well.
-fuck you tyler. she spit out and slapped me across the face. i could feel half my face heat up from the slap, damn that girl is strong. she walked away angrily without looking back a tiny bit. i turned around to look at the guys, who were starring at me surprisingly. i walked back to where i sat earlier.
-what was that about? jon asked.
-it doesn't matter. i muttered and picked up my phone from my pocket. everyone looked at me in shock but after a moment of silence they started talking about other things again. everyone except for josh.
-why is your friends so mad at you? he whispered to me, wrapping his arm around my waist.
-because i'm hanging out with your friends. i answered, still looking down at my phone.
-are they jealous or what? he asked, a little confused.
-no. they just think i shouldn't hang out with them. josh nodded slowly and looked at them.
-you don't have to hang out with them tyler. it's okay, we can still be friends you know that right? he said calmly.
-yeah i know. but i like them. i want to hang out with them. i said a little annoyed. my friends should support everything i do. he just nodded and smiled sadly.

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jenna looked at me exceptionally.
-so? have you figured something out? she asked, panic deep down in her voice. she's the only one of my friends that are actually talking to me.
-figured out what? i asked, confusion spread across my face. she looks at me with a confused face as well.
-the thing i called you about yesterday. she said, or almost whispered.
-oh shoot. jenna i-i don't remember what you told me. i was high and drunk. i'm so sorry. please tell me. i said with a pleading voice. she looked at me in shock.
-tyler.. don't tell me you've started with that shit again. her eyes were wide and mouth slightly parted.
-no, i was just having fun with josh, and the douchebags. i explained.
-okay good. because if you have, i will fucking kill you tyler joseph.
-okie dokie. now tell me. i said, curious about what's going to be said next.
-i.. cheated on hayley. she whispered in my ear. oh shoot now i remember.
-ohhh, i remember now. i whisper-screamed.
-listen jenna, i'll think about it and as fast as i figure something out i'll let you know. okay?
-okay. she said, clearly nervous. she bit her nails and scanned the room to find.. something? when she found what she was looking for she went off and i walked back to the lockers where josh was.