Sunday."You're stupid and slow, I regret even meeting you," Calum slammed his hand on the counter top. I sat in the couch, my face in my hands, crying my eyes out. "You're so fucking annoying sometimes and clingy, I don't know how to even be with you anymore."
"I'm sorry, stop yelling at me," I cried, grabbing a tissue and blowing my nose. "I don't even understand why you're so angry with me," I whimper.
"Just shut up and leave me alone, I don't want to see you," he rolled his eyes and stomped out my hotel room before slamming the door shut.
Basically, we were at the stadium and after the boys got of stage, I was probably acting a bit clingy on Cal I guess. I would ask if he needed anything of if he wanted anything and I guess my constant asking just pissed him off. I was just trying to be a good girlfriend.
"I'm sorry," I whisper, falling onto the couch and bawl my eyes out. I was left alone since Ashton had taken Isa out, I'm glad because I wouldn't want her to see me like this.
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After multiple hours of sobbing, I decided that I need to get away from my thoughts. The big party was going to be tomorrow so I decided on getting a head start on the pastries. Management had booked me the hotel kitchen so I can make everything there.
I got up from the couch and made my way to the bathroom and washed up a bit so I wouldn't look like a fucking zombie. I got my bag and packed up several things; IPad, phone, chargers, speaker, along with other random things.
As I left my room, I ran past Cal's room since I didn't want to risk seeing him. Once I got down to the lobby, I spoke to the front desk and they showed me where the kitchen was. I thanked them and I was left alone, I got out my phone and speaker and played some music to get in the mood.
I hummed softly to the music and start gathering all the ingredients, I sigh as I read off my IPad.
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"Lupe? You down here?" I hear a voice call out as I put in a batch of cupcakes in the oven and slam it shut. "Lupe? Is that you?" the voice got louder as he got closer.
"Yeah, it's me," I mumble. I make my way to my area and start measuring ingredients for another batter. I heard the person's footsteps get louder and suddenly that person's arms are wrapped around my waist.
"I'm really sorry, princess," Cal nuzzles his head into my neck and I give a small shrug. "I should have never said any of those things to you, I was just really stressed, I meant none of it."
"You don't see me lashing out at you when I'm stressed, which is all the time," I roll my eyes as I crack eggs into the bowl and whisking them up.
"I know and I admire you for that, but I'm different in this sense," he pulls away slightly and takes the whisk out of my hand, then making me face him.
"You make me so fucking happy, I didn't mean any of the things I called you." For the first time, I noticed his eyes were red and puffy, tears stained his cheeks, and his eyes were full of pain and sadness.
"I love you so fucking much, baby girl," his eyes searched mine, looking for some type of response. "I understand if you hate me, but please just talk to me."
"It's okay, Calum, I could never hate you," I take his face in my hands and pull him closer. He looks from my lips to my eyes and I give a small nod, he smiles softly before smashing his lips on mine.
I kiss back happily, a giggle slipping my lips and his arms wrap around my waist. My own arms make their way around his neck and pull him closer. I could feel the girn on his lips and one made their way on mine.
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cupcake girl. | c.t.h |
Fanfiction"you're just the cupcake girl, you mean nothing." "you're just a rock star and that doesn't mean shit." completed; nov 12, 2016 - jun 14, 2017