After we let the balloons go we raced back to the house, I had Ronan on my shoulders and we laughed so hard we cried.
Ronan screamed at the top of his lungs when Ed tackled him to the ground and tickled him.
I was so funny. I honestly felt a weight lifted off my shoulders.
Charlie was a beautiful boy with a wonderful personality but he's gone. So I can't hold onto something that's not here anymore.
Why should I be holding onto the past the way that string is holding onto those notes.
Dwelling on the past is like feeling guilty about your regrets. There's nothing you can do about it, whats the problem.
You have no power to change it. So do your best to fix what you can.
Fixing the problems instead of running away from them is the only way things repair properly.
I think of relationships as a house.
If a lightbulb in the house goes out.
You dont move house.
You fix the lightbulb.
Thats how it works.
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I think we've all learnt a valuble lesson today.
