Deliberately || Seulmin

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I woke up as i smell something delicious from kitchen. Appa is back i guess. I did my usual morning exercise then go into the bathroom to do my morning routine. After that, i tidy up my room then went downstairs.

" Appa !! I missed you." I said as i hugged him from behind.

" Aigoo. Did you get a good sleep ? " He asked my as his hands busy doing the scrambled eggs.

" Of course. So what should i do ? "

" Hmm. Ready the table. Brekfeast is ready in minutes. "

" Ne Mr.Kang !! " I playfully mocked him.

We ate silently at the dining table.

" Seulgi " He started the conversation as he took a sip of his black coffee.

" Ne appa ? "

" Do you have anything to tell me ? "

I gulped at his sudden question. Yeah right. What do i expect ? Everyone knew about it. My face is all over the newspaper. So why on earth my father didn't knew anything about his daughter relationship.

I drink the tea first. Perhaps hoping for  some encourages, but after having  the tea somehow make it harder for me to speak. Or perhaps, its from the anxious feeling inside me ?

Should i tell him the true ? But what if he kill Park Jimin after i tell him what actually had happen ? I mean my father is really protective towards me. Maybe because i am all he has. So he always protect me all cost. But i don't wanna lie to him.

" I-- hmm... Actually there's something hap-- I am so sorry appa " I can't help but appologized to him.

He chuckled at me. I just stared at him as his sparkle eyes looking straight to me.

" Why say sorry ? "

" I-- I just-- feeling sorry. "

I can't lie to my own father. No. I can't do it.

He chuckled once again.

" Its okay Seulgi-ya. You can date him.  I just didn't want my only daughter to get hurt. I approve your relationship as long as you happy with him. Your hapiness is the most important for me "

No dad. He is not my partner. I scream out loud in my head.

" Appa "  I softened by his words.

" But you didn't married to him yet right ? "

" Of course not !! " I raised my voice but then in end my voice cracked a little.

He just laughed at me.

I'm so sorry appa. I thought to myself.

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Day has passed. I still been chased by the reporter but its not that much to compared with the first two days after the news released. Jimin already confirming about our relationship to the media. He already confirming that we've seen each other for almost 5 months already. What a joke i got here. But i'm glad he didn't do crazy things like claiming i'm his wife or else i'll die from heart attack.

And to tell you the truth, i got haters for that. But i don't really care much since its not really problem. Its normal. People with their mouth. I can't do anything about it. What i can do is, act normal like nothing impact me. Smile brightly and hope everything will pass as what as i expect it would be.

Today is the day that i supposed to meet Jimin's family. He told me that he will fetch me right after he finished his meeting. We supposed to have dinner with his family at his parents house.
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" You'll be okay alright ? Don't worry. Jimin is there with you." Seungwan told me on the phone.