Karma

~Chapter 14: Leona~

Everyone dies. Everyone and everything has an expiration date, eventually everything that was here before will decimate and die. Crumple up into a ball, burry yourself in a hole of denial if you want. Your death will arrive one day no matter what.

I hate to be a downer with that subject but that's the undeniable truth. Would you like me to put it into an easier term? How about this; you're gonna die one day! But don't worry, everyone else will die with you!

I'm not sure if that helped. Probably not, but I hope you get my point. Well, no, you don't because I haven't finished yet. My point is that everyone dies, but not many people truly live. That's ironic, I know but I'm a kicker for some irony. Like manspreading in a skirt or a stop sign right next to a no-stopping-any-time sign.

Irony isn't essential for survival, no one will ever need irony to have a completely fulfilling life experience. But it's amusing. Though one certainly does not need irony, my life in infested with it. Take this situation for example;

A girl who has spent her whole life protecting her sister, suddenly has her sister kidnapped. She does the one, very sinful thing she can think of and turns to Satan. However, with all the other times she really needed him, he can longer help her. Now she has nothing to do. Karma is a group that's after her head, but while Karma is trying to kill her, karma is stabbing her in the back. She's killed many, and now she can't do anything to save the one she killed for.

That's irony. But as far as I know, there may be a way for Nikki to prevail. She better step up her game, she's gone this far in life protecting me. She can go farther, I'm sure.

I just wish I wasn't so important to her. I don't know how she'd be without me, though. Probably alone and afraid, but she wouldn't push herself at least. I wish I could tell her. I wish she knew everything. I wish I explain to Nikki that I'm not ... her. I'm Leo, but... I'm not Leo.