10 painful years. No, not since you fell into the void. 10 years since you lost your ENTIRE family. You hid the pain very well though. But, when that day comes around, you just break at the thoughts of your family's lives. How did you know the day? Well, you just knew.
Today was the day before the painful day. You were pretty quiet as you looked at the pictures you keep in your locket. You quickly placed them back in your locket when Fell walked over. The last thing you needed was Fell to find out about your family.
"Hey." You greeted, Fell said 'hey' back before he walked away. You walked the opposite direction before you groaned lightly. You held your head as you leaned against the wall. Your broken soul was being a jerk again. "Shut it out. Shut it out." You mumbled to yourself while growling.
You got control before heading to your room. Everyone was about ready to sleep, so you minus well try to sleep. You got changed into some comfortable shorts and a sleeveless shirt. You sat on your bed and took in a breath, you looked at your locket before unclipping it.
You placed the locket in a drawer in your nightstand before laying on your bed and pulling the sheets over yourself. You turned to lay on your side, back facing the door, before you sighed. You closed your eyes and breathed slowly as you started drifted into a, hopefully, peaceful slumber.
You suddenly flinched and started to breath quicker. You were dreaming of when you were about (your age - 10) and watching your family get butchered like animals. You tossed and turned as tears streamed down your face. Around the time everyone woke up, you shot out of your bed while heavily breathing.
You looked around and softly sighed. It was just a dream... of the past. You slid out of bed and got your locket on. You brushed your hair and didn't bother to change. You just stood next to a wall as tears swelled up in your eyes. "WHY DIDN'T I DO A DAMN THING?!" You screamed in anger as you punched the wall.
You hiccuped a small breath before you collapsed onto your knees and hugged yourself. Fell walked in to see this, and that you left a crack in the wall.
"What the f*ck are you doing?" Fell asked as he walked over and got on his knees in front of you. "I..I..I c..can't do th..this any more..." You whimpered as Fell saw how red your eyes were. "Can't do what?" You were silent as you took the pictures out of your locket and handed them to him.
"T..ten years ago... I..I lost everything..." Fell looked up at you as you covered one of your eyes with your bruised hand. "Jesus... I..I'm sorry." Fell placed his hand on your arm before you looked up at him. Fell then pulled you into a soothing hug.
You pressed your head against Fell's chest as he kept his arms wrapped around you. "Th..thanks for understanding Fell..." You said as you leaned back a little to face him. Fell shrugged and kissed your forehead. You blushed lightly at the touch. "Anytime."
Extra:
"NOW SWAP!" Emily suddenly yelled, Swap quickly took a picture before the two went running. Fell ran to chase after them as you followed.
"I WILL KILL YOU BOTH!"
"SOOOO WOOOORTH IT!"
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Gaster AU x Reader ONESHOTS
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