You had PTSD. Wait... what's PTSD? It's mental disorder that happens after a terrifying event in your life. Yours was based on losing your father and uncle. You usually avoided WingDing and Swap for this reason. Every time you looked at them, flashbacks would come and make you hurt yourself or someone else by accident.
You even got nightmares, cold sweat, and, well, flashbacks. You made friends with Stars and had even asked him to explain to the two why you avoided them. It wasn't them, it was you. Today you were on the couch and reading a (topic) book.
"Hello (y/n)." You yelped and looked to see Blindy. "Oh... h..hi B." You greeted as you caught your breath. "Swap wanted me to ask if you were ok." Blindy said as he sat down.
"I feel like a big jerk. I can't even go NEAR Swap or WingDing without scaring MYSELF to death." You groaned as you placed a post-it on your current page and closed your book. "You're not a jerk. It's just your PTSD." Blindy reassured as you hugged a pillow and placed your nose on it. Blindy saw tears swelling up in your eyes.
Blindy slowly rubbed your arm as he sat closer to you. "I really wish I didn't have this stupid disorder." You growled lowly, Blindy hugged you as tears rolled down your face. "It's ok. We all have something we wish we didn't have." Blindy reassured, you laid your head on his shoulder and sighed.
"I just hope I can pull through with you guys around me..." "I'm sure you can. Like WingDing would say, 'stay determine'." You smiled and took in a breath. "I think I'm gonna try to get used to them." You say as you stand up with Blindy.
You both enter the kitchen to see Swap cooking...
Here it goes...
- Months later -
You got used to being WingDing easily, Swap took some work since he was very energetic. After a bit, you actually, believe it or not, pulled through the PTSD. You were reading in your room there was a knock on your door. "Come in!" You called from your bed, the door opened and you saw...
Swap:
Swap in the doorway. "Hi (y/n)!" You placed a post-it on your current page and closed your book before placing it on your nightstand. "Hey Swap!"
Swap walked over and sat on your bed. You both chatted for a bit before Swap glanced away and took in a breath. "Swap? Are you ok?" You asked as you crossed your legs and tilted your head. "(Y/n)... when you trying to spend time woth me... I... I started to grow feelings towards you..."
You started to blush before Swap looked at you. "W..will you be my girlfriend?" Swap asked as he blushed orange and blue. Your face was pretty red as you smiled softly. "Of course." Swap's eyes went to stars before he pulled you into a hug.
You were laughing a bit as Swap hugged you tightly. You both just hung out in your room for the rest of the day.
WingDing:
WingDing was in the doorway. "Hello (y/n)." You placed a post-it on your page and carefully tossed the book onto your desk. "Hiya WingDing." WingDing walked over and asked you if you've been having nightmares. You told him you didn't have any recently, even though you've been having some flashbacks. WingDing suggested a few things before he looked away with some yellow on his face.
"WingDing? Are you ok?" You asked as you tilted your head slightly. "(Y/n)... Remember when you were helping me instead of Stars so you could get used to me?" WingDing asked, you nodded and hummed in response. "Well... I started to g..grow feelings for y..you and..." Your eyes widen a bit before WingDing sighed and looked at you.
"W..will you be my girlfriend?" WingDing asked as the yellow on his face spreaded out more. Your face was pretty red before you smiled lightly. "Yes." WingDing's blush darkened a bit before he hugged you and kissed the top of your head. You both just worked in his lab for the rest of the day.
Blindy or B:
Blindy was in the doorway. "Greetings (y/n)." Blindy said as he walked over. You placed a post-it on your current page and placed your book next to you. "Hi B!" Blindy started to talk to you and even ask you about your nightmares or flashbacks.
Eventually Blindy looked down and took in a breath. "B? Is your amulet charging again?" You asked as you quickly scooted next to him. "No.. I..It's just... *sigh* remember when you and I talked on the couch and I hugged you?"
You nodded as you calmed down. "Well... I never felt that close to you in my life..." You started to blush a bit before Blindy turned to look at you. "(Y/n)... w..will you be my girlfriend?" Blindy asked, you hugged him and nodded quickly. "Yes! I would!"
Blindy hugged you back and kissed your forehead. You both then just relaxed and talked for the rest of the day.
OOOKAY! Two days worth of work is DONE! By the way, tomorrow is the start of my Spring Break. So, I'll be able to work on Wattpad a bit more.
BTW, I am feeling by great since Zoey showed me all your comments. I do have some injuries, like a scraped knee and a few bandages here and there. But, I am mentally stable and surrounded by all of you people who care for me.
Sooo...
You saved me twice.
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Gaster AU x Reader ONESHOTS
FanfictionLet's get this over with... HIGHEST RANKING: #35 in Fanfiction June, 23, 2017 ALL IMAGES USED ARE NOT MINE! Cover was made by Bunnymuse on her Tumbler (I think). Bunnymuse Tumbler: bun_bunmuse (?)