when you say nothing at all... (boyxboy)

Chapter 13: endless questioning and naked people

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Sorry, it has been a while but I just had trouble coming up with anything good. This is a little bit short and maybe not the best part ever but I just wanted to update something. Hope you'll like it and please tell me what you thought about it :). 

Rolfie and The lady drummer...

Daniel POV:

We were walking towards the Notre Dame. There, we were told, we would have some free time. To either visit the Notre Dame, go shopping or get something to eat. We were going to do it all because as Josh says: ‘You simply can’t make a man choose between food, clothes and churches’. Now that might be not entirely true, and very weird, but since we had more than enough time to do it all I just let him be. Also I didn’t really mind what we would be doing, Josh would make it fun anyway.

I must say the thought of actually wanting to be around Josh confused me a little bit. I mean I’ve never been a peoples person and you would think that Josh has enough personalities and  energy to give me a total mental breakdown, but luckily that didn’t happen yet.

‘It goes a little bit like this….MMMmmmNMNMMMMmmmNNNNnnmnnMMnmnMn. You know that? Like, like this, Like MMMNNmmnnnMMMNnnMMM’.

Wow wait, what was Josh going on about? What in the world was he doing now. He must have seen the look on my face because he sighed deeply.

‘It’s the song my mother used to sing, about the river’ he explained to me pointing down to the canal.

‘It’s not a river Josh, It’s a canal’

I know, I know, I can be a bit of a know it all but this time I actually did it just to tease Josh. He always gets so defensive when I correct him, it’s hilarious.

‘Well, pardon me mister canal expert’

Oh yes he was offended. I  chuckled.

‘Oh, you think this is funny do you, huh? You know what you are? You are……You are..You’re a meanie, that what you are. Yes, a big fat meanie. I’m here talking to you about my mum and the CANAL song she used to sing to me and I’m actually pouring my heart out for you and you’re not even listening’ Josh said, pretended to be very upset about it.

‘I’m sorry, Josh’ I said making it really hard to believe since I was still chuckling  ‘but’ I continued ‘you just talk so much, if I had to listen to it all, I’d barely have any time to think’

‘Well you’re not allowed to think’

‘I’m not?’

‘No’ said Josh sounding like a stubborn child ‘You’re not allowed to think unless it is of me’

‘Well I was thinking of you’. It was out before I realized it. It was Josh’ fault really, I mean I never do anything like that, you know  randomly saying something without thinking and stuff, but around him I seem to just lose myself. I’m such a dumb idiot.

From the corner of my eye I saw Josh’ head slowly turn my way and I knew it was too late to take my words back.

‘You were?’ The words came out slowly and way more serious than I had expected them to be, but soon he recovered himself and a huge toothy grin formed on his face.

‘Oooh, what were you thinking about exactly? Was it good thoughts? It must have been good thoughts, you were smiling like an idiot the whole time’ Josh kept questioning me in a high voice. He was so excited that I  wouldn’t  be surprised if he would start jumping anytime soon. He looked lighter than air.

“Ow come on Daniel, you gotta give some answers here, I’m dying’

Well he sure hasn’t lost his love for drama.

‘You know, if you’re not going to talk, I would have to make my own conclusions and I’m not exactly sure whether you will like them very much’ he said .

He waited for a moment for me to respond and when I didn’t,  he continued.

“There must be a reason you’re not telling me, you’re ashamed of it, but why?’

He thought of this for a while.

‘Wait, I know it’

Oh god he sounded way to happy

“You were thinking of me…..naked’

I choked on air and started to cough like my life depended on it (which it maybe did).

Apparently Josh decided to take that as a yes.

“Oh my god, you really were, weren’t you? That’s amazing! Hey, you don’t have to blush about it, it perfectly human, I mean we’re all just naked under our clothes, plus fantasies and sexual tension are completely normal, especially at this age you know, hormones…’

With every word I became more red and by the twinkle in Josh’ eyes I could see that he knew exactly what he was doing, the mean bastard.

‘If you don’t mind me asking what exactly did I look like in this fantasy of yours? I mean was I ripped, did you make me look really hot? Ow, I know, let’s play a game, first you describe to me what I looked like in your imagination and then I will take my clothes of and you can see if you we right or not’

This was getting out of hand (as usually when I was with Josh).

‘Josh, please’ I whisper shouted.

“Okay, okay no need to beg. I be happy to help a friend out. I didn’t know you were this desperate to see it’

At first I had no idea what he meant until he slowly started to pull his shirt up. Right there on the middle of the sidewalk.

“No, not that please, I mean please stop it. For god sakes pull your shirt down’ I was now very close to a panic attack. Meanwhile Josh nearly died of laughter.

‘Is everything alright boys?

Oh great just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse.

“No, Mrs. Robbins, don’t you worry about us. I was just talking to young Daniel here about his sex fantasies. You know, and how they are completely normal and human especially for someone his, or our, age, hormones and stuff you know. There is nothing wrong with a little bit experimenting and it’s certainly nothing to feel ashamed of, don’t you agree, Mrs. Robins?’

To say Mrs. Robins was shocked by all this was a big understatement, she just stared at Josh mouth agape, eventually she turned around and walked away, without another word.

As soon as she was gone I turned to Josh who was laughing hysterically.

‘Oh man, you are dead’

I didn’t know how yet but I was getting him back for this.