when you say nothing at all... (boyxboy)

Chapter 21: nudes and cofessions

So, I might just stop saying sorry all the time. I'm just really bad at this.....But this is quite long and the next chapter is mostly written as well. There is a lot of conversation in this one. I didn't put I said/He said everywhere so tell me if that is unclear. 

I hope you'll like it and please let me know what you think! 

Rolfie 

Josh POV

We were laying on our backs in a field. The teachers had given us some time to shop, but me and Daniel had decided to go to the park instead. I was pretty tired from having slept so little last night, but most of all I was confused. The whole time since the conversation me and Daniel had this morning, I had been feeling this weird combination of guilt and glee. The good thing was that Daniel must like me in some way. I mean we kissed (even though we apparently weren't gonna talk about it) and then he basically said he thought I was special. Only he hadn't. He said he took pictures of things he tought were special, and had no idea that I knew that I was one of those things to him. Because I wasn't supposed to know, and that is where the guilt came in. The stupid thing was I couldn't bring it up without admitting I had been snooping which would probably make him stop liking me. Of course I could just start a conversation about the kiss, but I had no idea if Daniel even wanted to talk about that (or alternatively do more of it, which would work for me as well).

Still, it wasn't as awkward as this morning.

''The weather has been crazy these past days'' Daniel mumbled, staring up at the sun.

''Yeah it has, kind of like it wants to give us the full experience of possible meteorological condition while we are here''

Daniel laughed at this. Which sounded quite stupid since he was still laying on his back.

''what's so funny'' I said, though I caught myself smiling as well.

''Just you'' Daniel said still with a slight smile in his voice. He turned his head to look at me ''It's funny how you always think such original thoughts, like your brain works different or your logic is upside down, or something''

The honesty in his words surprised me. Though I felt like I had been getting to know Daniel quite well over the last couple of days (I had certainly seen a lot of sides of him) this was completely new. For the first time since we met, which was surprisingly enough only a couple of days ago, he seemed completely open, and though shy, completely unashamed of what he had to say.

Of course that was not what I said.

''So you think I am mad?''

''Not mad...'' God some one had to make him stop giggling it was messing with my focus ''Just creative''

''You're calling me creative? You're the photographer here''

''Yeah but they are no good''

''Yes they are!''

Silence

"I mean I bet they are...''

''mmmm'' Daniel responded, staring in the sun and completely unaware of my heart going crazy.

And again with the silence. Talk, Josh, Talk

''My throat is sour'' Daniel said

''Well we did fall in a fountain yesterday''

and then we kissed, I thought.

''You remember that?''

Are we both thinking about the kiss? I think we're both thinking about the kiss.