when you say nothing at all... (boyxboy)

Chapter 17: Peter Pan and inevetable kisses

Hey,

So, It's been a while again. Sorry. I'm going to keep it short because I doubt anyone even reads these. This chapter is dedicated to emiii1235 because she is always leaves these very sweat comments and that really makes me happy. Enjoy :)

Rolfie (just me for now...)

Daniel POV

''I think we should kiss now''

I froze in my step. We left the Arc de triumph about 15 minutes ago and were now walking along Champs-Elysees, hadn't spoken much before Josh suddenly dropped that bomb on me.

"W-what?''

''I said, I think we should kiss''

''K-k-is, I, I mean, what? I mean what are you talking about?''

''That's not a no, I'm going to see that as a positive sign''

At this moment I was so confused that I didn't even know what to think anymore. Was he serious? Not very likely, serious is not a Josh-thing and kissing is not a me-thing and Josh knows that, probably.

''See, I thought I might just let you get used to the idea, you know. I'm not going to kiss you right now, don't worry, but since I think that it is inevitable that I am going to kiss you at some point, I thought I might warn you.''

''How do you- What do you mean inevitable'' I struggled out after I finally put all my thoughts into a sense-making question.

''Well, you see, we keep having moments and-''

''Moments?'''

"Yeah, moments, like the whole I comfort you, you comfort me, helping each other get over our fears thing that has been going on for the last two days, moments. Anyway, if we keep having these moments and you keep wearing pants like that than at some point in the maybe-not-so-far future I am going to kiss the hell out of you and there will be no stopping it. It's inevitable.''

''oh''

Somehow that reaction made Josh laugh.

''You're amazing'' he said still chuckling.

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Josh POV

Me and Daniel had been stroling over the champs-elysees for quite a while now but there just didn't seem to be an end to it. Daniel hadn't said a word to me after I told him about my plan to kiss him, he'd just been lost in thought. I knew that because he had his deep-thinking- face on also every now and then a blush would appear on his cheeks and he would glance over at me as if he was afraid I could read his thoughts. Overall it was very cute.

I was just staring ahead of me when something bright yellow caught my eye. A shop, but not one of those fancy ones of which we had passed at least 60 by now, no, it was a Disney shop. You see I have this thing for Disney, best to be described as some kind off uncontrollable enthusiasm, it was as the term said, pretty uncontrollable.

"Oh my god''

Daniel literally jumped at my sudden outburst.

"What? What's wrong?''

Awwhh look who's worried. Anyway, without answering his question I grabbed his hand (which, I admit wasn't necessary but enjoyable nonetheless) and dreagged him into the store.

''Ow Disney, that's nice'' Daniel said, apparently getting used to me being overdramatic and dragging him places.

''Nice? This is incredible!''

"I wouldn't say incre-''

''IT"S INCREDBILE''

''Fine, it's incredible''

''yeah''

*silence*

''So, you're going to look around or anything?''

''yes''

''You're gonna let go of my hand?''

''no''

''Okay''

Daniel POV

time has passed.....

Me and Josh were sitting down at a Starbucks, me finally getting my well deserved coffee. We had been in the Disney shop for what had to be at least half an hour. Josh had pulled me from one place to another telling me all about his favourite characters and the movies he used to watch when he was little, it was quite adorable.

I only got him to let go of my hand when I said I had to use the toilet (yes, they had toilet) and I said that, no, he could not join me. So he went downstairs downstairs to check out the Winnie The Pooh merchandise and I hurried over to the Christmas decorations (yes they had Christmas decorations). You see, this was all part of my plan to get Josh something.

I don't know why I wanted to get Josh a present so bad I just knew that I did, so I went with my instinct and did so.

The little package was now burning in my bag waiting for part two of the plan, which was to give it. Now would actaully be great time since we were alone and we probably wouldn't be for quite a while after this also waiting to long might make it seem like a huge deal and I didn't want that.

So, gathering all the courage that I had in me, I scratched my throat.

''I uhm sorta got you something, I think''

Smooth

Idiot

''What do you mean?'' Josh said looking at me with a curious expression

''Well....''

I decided that words weren't my game and just pushed the present his way. Josh looked surprised as he slowly picked it up from the table and studied it from all sides as if he could already see what it was.

''You got me a present''

He looked at me so intensely that it made me blush

"Yeah, uhh, sorta, just open it''

He started removing the paper but never took his eyes of me, which made me blush even more. Only after he removed all over the paper he looked down. Scared to see his reaction I stared at my own hands nervously waiting for him to speak up.

I heard a huff coming from Josh and when I looked up I saw him holding up the ornament between to fingers. It was a gold see trough bauble with glitters that shimmered in the sunlight, and in the middle sat Tinkerbell. I knew that it might be a little early to give people Christmas decorations but I had found it so beautifull that I just had to buy it for Josh.

'''Cause you know, you said Peter Pan was your all time favourite and I just thought- Well I know it's stupid but I just wanted to give it to you''

''It's not stupid, it beautifull'' Josh seemed genuinly happy, almost touched.

''Thank you Daniel''

''No problem''

He reached for my hand and squesed it softly for one moment I thought I saw a tear glister then he broke the tension.

''We should go, if we're late they're going to have our heads''

"'Yeah, we should'' I replied.

I Jumped up reaching for my backpack but Josh was faster. He took my back and walked till he stood behind and helped me put it on. He went to turn around but changed his mind, instead he leaned forward till his lips touched my ear.

''By the way, we just had another moment''