Most of us in the group decided to go to Amsterdam for the weekend to get away from everything. Tom was staying at home as he needed to do some work and we both knew we needed some time alone as a couple can't always be together. Yas, Megan and Amber did not come along with Courtney and Chris' group but I can't say it made a difference to my trip.
I was wearing a my ripped denim jeans with a floral off the shoulder top.
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I was hanging around with the boys today and we all decided to go on the bikes and go around the city. We stopped on the bridge and just have a chat.
"How does it feel to be free?" Tommy asked.
"Shut up." I said and pushed him over. "It feels weird to be without him right now. I know that we need some time away but I really do miss him. I feel like we spend so much time together and I know we both need a break to have our own space."
"You know when I didn't feel like we had space?" Pete asked. "That show that Gemma brought us all to yesterday. It also didn't help that I was sat next to my sister."
"You could compare notes." Dan said which made us both laugh and hit him playfully.
"I don't think so." I said. "Anyway anything you need to tell me about Chloe?"
"That is the biggest lie I have ever heard." Pete replied. "Chloe and I have always been friends and I'm obviously going to hang around with her. It's been taken way out of proportion just because I am now single."
"I know you both and I know that it can't be true and if it was it would be a massive shock. She's a family friend and it would be horrible if you got together."
****** That night we decided to go and check out the clubs that were available in the city. I was wearing a black strappy top with my leather pants.
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"It feels really nice to be out in the city and be free from all the drama." Chloe said and wrapped her arms around me. "I heard that things were kicking off back in Essex because of Courtney and Myles."
"It might go a bit wrong with Yasmine and Georgia though." Chloe said. "She's come out here on her own and I don't know how she will be like on her own without all those girls with her."
"I feel a bit sorry for Lockie." Chloe said. "He must really like her to go through all this trouble and she is just making things hard for herself. Like is there any need to call anybody a dog when they do not know each other."
"Anyway I hear that something is going on with you and my brother?"
"That is one of the funniest things I have ever seen. Like we were at the event and the angle of the photo makes the situation seem so much worse than it is."
"It's wrong because I'm like that with people and I know that you two were just acting like friends and being normal with each other."
"So you're not angry that me an your brother are getting together?" She said which made us all laugh. "I mean we got together a couple of weeks back, we could be having a baby together."
*****
Later that evening we decided to go and meet up with Georgia and Tommy in the bar next to us. I found them at the bar, with Yas and Tommy just leaving them.
"So how did it go?" I asked and gave them both a hug. "What are you being called this time?"
"No it went well." She said and ordered us Botha drink. "I know that when she goes back to Amber it won't be the same but I just need to relish these moments. I don't want to make it hard for Tommy."
"That's sweet." Chloe said.
"Tommy the next time you need someone to check your business out here I volunteer." I said which made them all laugh. "I need to comeback with Tom at some point and do all the romantic stuff."
"This is probably my favourite city."
****
The next morning we had to get ready for making our way back to Essex. I decided to go and have breakfast on my own and just have a quiet morning. I was halfway through when I got a FaceTime call from Tom and Diags.
"Hey babe." I said and blew him a kiss through the screen. "What are you both doing?"
"I've just come round to yours." Diags said. "We're going to go racing on the quad bikes. What's it like in Amsterdam?"
"Have you seen the sun here?" I said and turned to phone round to show them the scenery. "It's like the city of love and I do wish you was here. I miss you."
"I miss you too." Tom said and Diags made his way out of the room I give us some space. "So how is the gang?"
"It's weird because I feel like everyone has kind of made bridges in this weekend with Yas and we still don't get on."
"You'd shouldn't feel bad for that." He said. "She is the one that treated you badly and therefore she should make the first move. Anyway I better get going because we need to go racing some time soon. I love you."
