Help Me

Playing Innocent

I woke up the next morning with a skull pounding headache.

I also noted that I was wrapped in Jace's arms. I looked up at him and noticed that he was snoring softly.

He looked so cute.

I untangled myself from him and got up. I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth.

"Caught in a bad romance" My phone sang.

I picked it up. "Hello"

"Um..Hi. Is this Ryan?"

"Yes this is. What would you like and when.?" 

"I'm not sure what I want. But would today work?"

Damn. Why today? I have plans.

"Today won't work. What about tomorrow?" I asked.

"Uh..Yea sure. I'll pay an extra twenty dollars for today."

Shit. I could use the extra money. No. Jace is more important. I can be a whore later.

"I'm sorry sir. Tomorrow. But, what is your name."

"Kyle. My name is Kyle."

"Well okay Kyle. I will call you tomorrow for further details."

"Alright bye."

I hung up.

I really needed that money.

"Hey Cash. You okay?" Jace asked.

"Yea. I'm fine. Why?" I replied.

"Well, I heard that phone call. Why'd you turn it down?"

"You were more important." I mumbled shyly.

He smiled at me and headed into the bathroom.

I went into my closet and looked for some clothes.

I felt eyes on me and I turned around.

"Checking me out?" I asked Jace.

"N-no." he mumbled. Yes, Jace is gay.

I saw his blush and I turned around.  I picked out a red shirt, black skinny jeans, and red converse.

I put my clothes on the bed and walked toward Jace.

I straddled him and stared into his eyes. He looked surprised.

I kissed him, biting his lip. I poked his tongue; wanting entrance. He wouldn't budge.

I started to rub his bare chest and I pinched his nipple. He gasped and I took my chance. I gently pushed my tongue in his mouth. While we fought for dominance I tugged on his hair. He let out the sexiest moan.

After he did that, I got up and got dressed.

He looked at me like he wanted to kill me.

"What?" I replied innocently.

"Why the hell did you do that?" he asked laughing a little.

"Why did I do what?" I asked.

"Why did you...Never mind. I'm gonna go take a COLD shower. Wait for me downstairs." he said.

He walked into the bathroom.

I really would like to be with Jace but I know I can't. I know he feels the same way but we can't be together. He deserves someone better than me. Someone that's not a prostitute.

I heard the shower cut off and I hurried downstairs. He hated to get dressed with me in the same room. Not sure why.

"Hey honey. What are you and Jace doing today?" My mom asked.

"We're having a best friends day. Not sure what we're going to do." I replied.

"Oh. Thats nice. Hey, um, do you have that money for your....." she trailed off.

"Yea I have it. Here." I handed her a fifty dollar bill and walked away.

I just wish I didn't have to pay for that. Gosh I'm so fucked up.

"Hey. You ready to go?" Jace asked.

I looked at him. He was wearing the oppostite of me. Red skinny jeans, black shirt, and black converse. Damn he looked sexy.

"Like what you see?" He asked and winked.

"Yes. Yes I do." I said and walked to the car. He blushed.

"Shut up Cash."

"Love you too Nerd."