Help Me

Why are you calling me?

I'm nervous. So insanely nervous.

I've never been on a date before. I'm so freaking scared! What do I do?

I'm nervous but at the same time I'm happy. I mean, even if this date goes terribly, I'l still be able to say I've been on a date before. Not many people can say that. Okay, lots of people can say that but now I'm one of them. Can you believe it! I can't. I keep thinking that this is all just a dream. That would be horrible. I'd be so sad when I woke up.

Anyway, what do I do? Do I give him chocolates and roses? Will I get a kiss on my doorstep when the date is over? More importantly, what the hell am I going to wear?  I know I sound like a female but I'm happy. I'm so giddy. I just want to.....fart rainbows or something along those lines.

I walked into my closet and looked through all my clothes. I finally settled on gray skinny jeans, a black button down shirt, and black vans.

I walked over to the mirror and started doing various weird poses.

"I look good." Would it be conceited if I took pictures of myself and hung them on my wall? Because if I was a guy, wait I am a guy. If I was a random guy and I saw me at the club I would try to kidnap myself. I am just too sexy for words. It should be a crime to be this sexy. But wait then I would be in jail. No...no it should frowned upon to be this sexy. Yea...that's better.

Should I wear an accessory? Eh...I will. A black watch will do.

Now my outfit is complete. I wish I had an evil laugh. If I did have one I would do it right now. I'll have to work on that. 

"I got the moves like Jagger"

Oh my GOD! I hope it's Max telling me that he's on his way. Please let it be Max. "Hello?" I said casually.

"Hey Ryan." Jace said.

"Oh it's you." I said in a bored tone.

"What's that supposed to mean?" He asked sounding hurt.

"What do you think? I'm busy and I obviously don't want to talk to you."

"Harsh." He said.

"Yeah well...How do you expect me to act?"

"Not so harsh obviously." He responded.

I can't talk to him right now. He's going to ruin my mood for my date. I don't want that. I want to be as joyful as possible. "Look, Jace I know there's a reason why you called me so what is it?"

"I just wanted to talk actually. We haven't seen each other or had a real conversation since I told you I'm back with Chase. I just want my best friend back." He finished quietly.

Now I feel like a huge dick. "Look we can hang tomorrow okay." I said softly. I felt really bad. Even though I did nothing wrong I still feel like it's my fault.

"Okay!" He perked up.  We said our goodbyes and as soon as I was put the phone in my pocket Max pulled up.

Time for my date.

Jace's Pov

I'm happy he forgave me. It was nerve-wracking to know that Ryan was mad at me. 

Anyway, I should plan what we're going to do tomorrow. I'm not really sure though. I mean, what will we do. He usually plans everything. I just go along. Maybe I should ask him.

I sent him a text: What are we going to do tomorrow? Any ideas?

What the hell is taking him so long to answer me? I hate waiting. I'm so impatient.