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Warning there will be swearing because JJ
(JJ's P.O.V)
I'm so pissed right now and it's all my fault really. Simon and I have this competition to see how many times we can tease each other on camera. Hugging, cuddling, kisses on the neck, licking. We've done it all on camera. The thing is, that should be only on camera. But Simon's being a prick and continues it off the eyes of the viewers. I would be explicit when I tease, licking his cheek or neck, tackling him, literally saying I would fuck him. That's because I always joke like that with everyone. But Simon's the only one to tease back. But Simon's movements are much more innocent, hugging me, letting me win a GTA race and actually cuddling me. Plus why does he get embarrassed when we do certain acts or when he see's my dick. We're guys it may be awkward but why is he constantly embarrassed and blushing. In addition, When I tease anyone else for example when I said that I would fist Vik, this may be just me, but Simon has a bit of a death glare toward me for an instant before laughing with the rest. That's fine on camera I guess, but why is he cuddling me and coming up to me behind my back to hug me off camera when I'm editing or having some down time. God, he pisses me off because he's making me think that there's more to the teasing
I actually enjoy our cutesy cuddle time -as Simon calls it. But way more than I should be. I actually think about what it would be like to actually stay in bed within, what it would be like to go out with him for a football game, just the two of us. I think about spending nights together in each other's arms, I actually think about him way more than I should. The thing is I thought I was straight. I've known Simon ever since secondary school, I've never felt this way before about him, but the teasing got me thinking. I want to be with Simon forever. But we are best friends, I didn't even know that I swing that way so how can I be sure that Simon does as well. I don't want to ruin anything, with YouTube- the job I love, with the sidemen - who are like brothers to me, but I don't want to lose Simon. God this is pissing me off.
Of course, I told one person all of this and that is the one and only Vik. Vik is probably one of the most trustworthy guys you can find, he's a little brother to me. Not to say that Josh is not, but I just prefer talking to Vik. I think Simon disagrees as I see him talk to Josh more often now. it pisses me of seeing Simon that close to Josh, even if he's taken because I want him to tell me stuff. I want to be there for him. But I will not force him to tell me his stresses, plus it might be easier to tell Josh since they have a similar sleep schedules and recorded videos together more than with me and Vik, Me because I am a very busy guy so my sleep schedule is whack and Vik, because of the pack meaning He's almost constantly awake. That might be why it is also easier to talk to Vik for me. I get pissed at such simple things that shouldn't bother me.
I hear knocking on my door. Oh, that might be Vik, he normally checks up on me every day to make sure I'm feeling fine. In fact, it was Vik who told be to embrace the fact that I was bi and asks me if anything's wrong. Still, in the train of thought, I invite the person into my room. to my surprise it was Josh.
"Oh hey, Josh wasn't expecting you. what's up?" I greet him
"JJ, can I talk to you about something regarding Simon?" Josh asks with concern. I froze. what does Josh know
"Umm...sure I guess, what about Simon," I try and act like the question never phased me
"JJ I know you love Simon don't hide it. " Josh states. My eyes widen, How the fuck did he find out. I mean did Vik snake me. No Vik would never do that.
"Relax, I am neither against you or disapprove. I overheard you and Vik talk about it yesterday, Vik really so caring isn't he?" Josh smiles reassuringly. I relax slightly, but still uncomfortable "Actually I'm the one that's snaking Simon with what I told Vik and what I am telling you." Josh is now smirking. I don't like this one bit.
"What do you know Josh?" I asked cautiously.
"What if I told you that Simon is purely gay and has fallen for you hard?" Josh asks mischievously. I'm in shock. that can't be true. I mean this is too good to be true.
"Bullshit!" I state instinctively. josh just chuckles.
"JJ it's true. Go ask him yourself, he's in his room editing. Confess to him JJ because this is now pissing me off because we all know that Ksimon isn't real yet!" Josh orders with his inner fanboy surfacing.
So I do what I'm told and head over to Simon's room. I'm extremely nervous. What if Josh is snaking me. I really don't believe him. It's true that Simon always initiates cuddles but he hugs other guys too. Calm down JJ, it's just talking to Simon, your best friend. Relax. It's go time. I knock on the door and a very cheerful Simon replies.
"Come in." I open the door and Simon looks surprised and glad when he saw that I came.
"JJ!" Simon cheered in his usual tone.
"Hey, Simon I need to talk to you," I reply in a more serious tone. Simon's smile dropped into a more concerned expression
"What's wrong?" Simon asks worriedly
"Now please listen to everything I have to say before you reply. Josh told me that you had feelings for me and they were not platonic but that you have fallen deeply in love. But I don't want to believe in something like so easily from someone else's mouth so I wanted to ask if it was true. But before you answer me, I want to confess something to you. I have fallen for you as well Simon. I want to spend our nights together cuddled up, I want to go out together anywhere, just the two of us, I want to have more cutesy cuddle time with you but I want it to be official. I do love you Simon, so tell me the truth. Do you love me, Simon?" I blurt out. Everything I held in, all my emotions, I just let it all out just then. I see Simon with tears in his eyes, his hands hiding his face, he's looks so adorable right now.
"This is real right?" Simon asks in disbelief
"Trust me, bro. I thought it was a dream before as well. But It's real as fuck. Blame Josh" I reply.
"I can't believe it. JJ I do love you. I loved you for the longest time. I found myself going to Josh to vent my frustration. I've always done things off camera too just to show you that I want it to be real. You never said no but you never started anything either. I was so confused. even found myself jealous of Vik because you were talking to him a lot which is ridiculous because he already has a girlfriend and we both know Vik ain't that type of person to cheat. I thought I was going crazy. But yes Josh is right. I love you JJ" Simon declares. Now I'm crying in disbelief. I open my arms and Simon jumps into them, nuzzling his tear stained face into my shoulder still weeping.
"I Love you too Si" I declare once again. we just stayed like that. Not moving. Till we hear a knock on the door.
"Come in," Simon says in a hoarse voice from crying. Both Vik and Josh enter the room.
"Is everything good now?" Vik asks concerned not knowing what exactly just took place.
"Never better." I smile still holding onto Simon. Vik and Josh both take a sigh of relief as they now piece together what happened.
"Thank god. no more teasing now guys right?" Josh asks jokingly
"Josh you're a snake!" Simon changes the topic kind of annoyed.
"You should thank me it was frustrating seeing the two of you obsess over each other and not act on your feelings," Josh replies jokingly sounding offended
"Well at least now Ksimon is official" Vik added. and we all ended up in a group hug and staying in each other's company for a while, me and Simon was, of course, that whole time cuddling. I am over the moon that this teasing is now over.
A/N- Thank you for reading this. I'm not very good at endings and this one was a bit cringe. So sorry. Hopefully, the next one is better. If you want a specific ship or prompt, please request me and I'll be glad to try and write it :)
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