Sidemen Oneshots

Zerkstar- Is it okay?

A/N - I know I constantly do Vik ships, but come on Vik is sooooo shippable. And I just wanted to write a fic my favourite ship again.

(Third person)

Is it wrong to love you?

It would never work out out in the future anyways.

We would be disowned by our family on both sides.

Maybe even the Sidemen may think it is wierd and would be totally against us.

It could ruin our friendships.

It could ruin our career

Even if people accept us, there's no way we can be a normal couple.

Sure we might be able to get married but we won't be able to have kids of our own.

If we chose to adopt, think about the mental pressure the child/children would be under.

They could experience bullying.

They wouldn't have a mother figure in their life.

And that is only if my love is requited.

What if you hate me.

What if you think I'm disgusting.

What if I ruin your relationship with the one you love the most.

What if you don't want me around anymore.

What if you find someone else.

What if I mess up.

What if I'm not worthy enough.

I have too much doubt that a relationship with you would work out in any way.

So am I still allowed to fall for you?

Is it okay to still hold on to my lingering emotions?

Is it okay to love you?

Josh found this scrunched up in a corner of Vik's desk whilst he was trying to put him to bed.Is this like some replacement of a journal. He must be truly in love with this guy. Whoever it is. Josh never knew that Vik even swung that way, let alone experiencing such feelings for a guy. That left a bittersweet taste in Josh's mouth. He was estatic that Vik was gay since he was bi himself. But knowing that Vik likes someone is somewhat saddening to Josh. Especially since Josh has a deep affection for the small man. But what saddens him more is the doubt he faces when pursuing his love.

As Josh carried Vik to his bed he whispered.

"If it was me, I would accept your love no matter the future or circumstance."

But those words were left unheard by anyone else. Josh tucked the Indian to bed and was about to leave. Before he did, he looked back at the soundfully sleeping boy and smiled himself at the sight. He left with the thought of wishing Vik could be his. To bad that he's the only one aware of the feelings inside of me. If inly he knew his love was actually requited.

A/N- Hey guys. That's it for me. Sorry this is so short but we'll college is taking a toll on me and I've had so little time. I wanted to post this earlier but I went to France unexpectatly so yeah. Anyways hoped you enjoyed and see you guys in the next chapter.