Sidemen Oneshots

Kstar- Loud mouths

A/N- This was inspired by the sidemen book. I won't spoil deliberately how by telling straight out (in case you haven't read it) but I thought it was interesting. Enjoy :)

(Vik's P.O.V)

The guys know I'm naturally loud. I'm not like JJ though, who's loud for the sake of being loud, I generally cannot control my volume. I am also addicted to talking. But come on, I don't think that's something weird. I mean there must be others like me. Though the guys say that I'm surprisingly loud. I don't know why is it because I'm small. The fans say the same thing when they meet the bus in person or in panels. Some were even in disbelief. But I really don't know why. Maybe it's because I used to whisper in cards. I think I've got a bit better at that. It's still awkward and embarrassing to say some of those cards - well actually most now - but I'm getting there.

The guys always tease me and JJ, telling us things such as,

"You two should make the power couple with the power of loudest." Of course, I retaliate back saying things along the lines of,

"We all know it can never beat the power of emon," which always gets the guys snickering apart from Simon whose gives me this death glare. Still, I never deny or accept the fact that JJ and I could actually be a couple. Mainly because I actually like the idea. JJ is loud and obnoxious at times, but he also has confidence and balls of steel. I admire him and I do like his adventures side. I remember how competitive JJ was in tough mudder. He was so daring. Sure I also took part and have done some adventurous stuff too. But JJ makes everything he does extreme and daring, even when what he does isn't that embarrassing or exhilarating at all.

I do actually believe that I might have feelings for him. I mean I don't hide the fact that I'm gay, and JJ is most obviously bisexual. That's not the problem. Trouble is, I fell in love with my best friend who is most likely not to return his feelings and I have a girlfriend. Yes, I will illiterate that I am openly gay to those who know, including Kay. That doesn't mean U cheat on her. I may only be with her so she can escape her parents and hide her sexuality; nonetheless, I have a moral conscious. So I can't peruse JJ deliberately before controlling myself and telling Kay.

I'm pretty sure the guys are oblivious to my actual feelings to JJ, hell even he must be oblivious to my feelings for him. But why would he? It's not like I openly portray my feelings to my biggest crush/ my best friend so easily. That's the whole point of being a secret admirer. I don't know when or even if I should tell him how I view him, but I'm definitely not ready now. Suddenly, I heard a gentle knock on my door. I just told the person to come in, in a welcoming tone. To my surprise, it was JJ.

"Hey Vik, the others are here," JJ informs me. Oh, I forgot that we were filming videos today.

"Oh thanks, JJ. I'll be down in a second," I replied. There were a few seconds of silence before JJ spoke again.

"Hey Vik, can I tell you something?" JJ asked nervously.

"Sure, what's wrong buddy?" I respond with care in my voice.

"Ok don't freak out, but I love you," JJ confesses in a rushed and louder voice almost yelling it.
What does that mean?

"JJ do you mean romantically?" I interrogate in disbelief.

"Yes, Vik I love you with all my heart. You're so cute, dedicated and the person I aspire to be. You mean so much to me, and I want you to know my feelings." JJ passionately replies. What he's saying. It sounds too much like me.

"JJ, don't toy with me," I mutter. He obviously heard me his eyes widen, his face has got confused all written on it. "I don't believe you. I mean how can I? I've loved you for the longest time, admiring how you're so daring, adventurous, no shame to be yourself. You seem free all the time and I love that part of you. Scratch that I love all of you. Even when we were participating in tough mudder I felt love towards you. I've been struggling to say this-this entire time, so how can you say it so casually?" I vent out in frustration. It's annoying how confident he is.

"Vik first thing I want to clear up you do love me then?" He asked. I nodded slowly. "Ah, that makes me happy," he sighed, "Secondly, This was not casual. I've been planning this for years now, frustrated trying to find the right frustrated me so I just told you now bluntly to get it out of my chest. I was actually prepared for you to reject me." He vents out in return.

"Wait so you've loved me since forever too?" I question in disbelief. He nodded. We just stayed in silence, staring at each other, feelings being portrayed by our eyes. Both of us could tell our love for each other was real. Then we both broke down into fits of laughter. It was all too comical. Who would've thought the two loud mouths could have difficulty expressing our feelings to one another for this long.

I moved close to him, our bodies practically touching. I leant up and pecked him on the lips. It was short but sweet and still have butterflies in my stomach. We I leant in slightly so our noses and foreheads were touching.

"I love you, JJ," I stated softly.

"I love you too, Vik," JJ replied in the same tone as me.

We quickly hurried downstairs, seeing as all the other sidemen were waiting for us. As soon as we opened the door to the lounge, we were met by cheers. I and JJ were confused, we weren't holding hands or doing anything couple related so what are they cheering for.

"Congrats guys, we heard your confession to each other," Tobi told us in a cheerful tone. I blushed madly and JJ laughed awkwardly as he snaked his arms around me, holding me close. There's no point hiding our relationship now.

"Seriously  I know we said that you guys could be the power voice couple, but none of us actually meant it. I mean we could hear you from downstairs." Simon joked. We all started laughing. Simon did have a point there. We must have been loud if they could hear us. Oh well, we are the loudest sidemen members after all.

A/N- That's it, folks. Thank you guys for all the support. This has been amazing. I know I should be revising for my exams now instead of writing but the support you guys show me gets me addicted to writing. Let me know any ships or suggestions you guys have or want, that would be amazing. Once again thank you all for reading :)