Best Friend Goals: Puzzle of the Heart

Prologue

Has any of you know how does it feel to be emotionally broken?

Have any of you experienced being broken-hearted for years? Yung literal na taon taon na yung lumipas

Does any of you experienced loneliness? When everything you ever wanted is already infront of you.

How about feeling empty? Trying to put a mask to cover what you really feel. I've been doing this for years, I've been feeling like this for years. Everyday I have to fake a smile so that my family and friends won't ask me the same question they've been asking since she left. I'm trying my best to give my fans what they deserved, but I really couldn't just lie to myself, I don't really feel complete without her. Alam ko din some of my friends know na I'm hiding what I really feel, they know nasasaktan pa din ako but they're doing their best to lessen it somehow.

It's been years since the last time I saw her but it felt like decades ago. I haven't even pack up the courage to talk to her even through social networks. I've heard from our friends that she's doing good, even saw it on tv, she's really doing great. I even watched the movie she did with her cousin and bought her album, she really is the best at everything. I'm almost ready to give up, that I wouldn't be able to see or even talk to her again. Her career there is really well-favored.

What's new with me? Okay na okay din naman yung career ko, released an album and still doing battles sa fliptop. I have what I really wanted except one, her. Yes, it's been years, but it is still her that I want to spend my whole life with. Til now wala akong girlfriend, kasi til now I'm hoping she'll be back. Kaya ayun, yung mga kalaban ko sa fliptop walang katapusang gay jokes and height ko ang binabato sakin.

Can somebody tell her I miss her,

that she's the one thing that I could never live without,

and please just,

just tell her I love her.

I just hope this year will be a lot different from the previous ones'.

But I hope it wouldn't be the worst.