Lost love (a thalico story)

Chapter 19

Thalia's POV

I fucked everything up by finding Connor. Nico hates me and basically all the hunt as well. I don't know what I need to do to make them all forgive me but I will do anything.

When I try talking to Nico he ignores me and acts like I'm not there. Even Percy and Annabeth are avoiding me. Nothing is working in my favor

As for Connor he agreed to leave me alone for as long as I need and I am grateful for that.

Because no one here cares about me I have become depressed and havs began cutting myself. I cut myself because I know I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm just not right in this world.

Several times I thought about suicide and put my knife to my neck. But I couldn't bring myself to do it.

After a year of cutting and suicidal thought I knew it was time. I went a whole year with no one coming up to me and asking if I was okay. Not even Nico who has kept his distance even more.

I head to the woods and again like every other time I put my knife to my neck. I can hear someone call my name but don't care. The reason I'm doing this is because no one really cares about me. I feel the tears on my face.

I think of all the good times I had in life earlier. Going on quests with Percy and Annie finding my brother Jason even getting transformed back into my human state after being a tree. I think of Luke and how we used to be friends. I think of Connor and how much he reminds me of Luke.

But most of all I think of Nico. He saw me when I was invisable and I ruined our chances. I think about how we used to laugh and talk for hours on end and know all happiness has to come to an end. I take one last breath before moving the knife slowly into my neck.

Sorry guys if this is too dark for you I promise it will pick up. I just thought I'd change it up a bit and I may do one more like this. Sorry its short but I couldn't think what else to say.

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