Dolan Drama (On Tour)

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JENNY'S POV

God I almost screamed when I saw my door flying open.
"Gray!"
What the hell was he doing?
He came up to me and held my face with both of his hands.
"Baby please. You're killing me. Just tell me what's wrong."
"Grayson it's nothing."
"Just tell me for the love of God you can't keep doing this to me! Don't you think it hurts me when I know that the girl I'm in love with doesn't even tell me..."
"I'm dying."

And I wished I died at that same moment instead of seeing the way Grayson's face turned white.
"Wh...what?"
"Gray I..."
"And you're telling me this now!"
"I'm sorry! I just didn't want you to feel worried."
"Are you crazy? You're dying and you're scared of me getting worried! Baby..."
At that moment, as I was seeing Grayson's tears, I wished it was all a dream. I wished I never was sick. I wished I never had to tell him I was.
I wished he didn't know a thing. If only I wasn't sick.
I wiped what I could of his tears with my thumb and without even thinking.  I leaned in.

My heart beated faster as my lips touched his. I felt his emotions. His every breath. He was longing for me. As I was for him.
He put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer as I burried my hands in his hair.
Our kiss was full of desire and sadness.
I felt the love Grayson had for me.
That strong unbreakable love.
We both leaned back for a breath.
He stared me dead in the eyes. His were full of tears. Full of fear.
Fear of what's to come.
"I don't want to lose you" he whispered.
If only...

I woke up the next morning to the sound of his breaths.
He was breathing so heavily like something was sitting on his chest and wouldn't move.
"Baby. Grayson."
He half opened his beautiful eyes and without even noticing it I was already wrapped in his arms.
"Good morning beautiful." He smiled.
"Morning Gray"
And just like that. In a matter of seconds, his eyes turned black. Like they were yesterday. As he remembered what I told him the night before.
He quickly got up and held me close to him.
"Are you okay love? Are you feeling well?" He asked. His voice concerned.
"Gray I'm fine. Don't worry about me."
"How? How can I not worry about you when you are my entire life?"
I didn't know what to answer him.
I had no words.

"Good morning guys!" Ethan said as we got out of the bedroom.
"Morning Eth" I replied as Grayson stayed silent.
"What's wrong with him?" Ethan asked me as I stood next to him.
"Nothing. It's just something silly"
"I hope so"
"Is kate awake yet?"
"Yeah. She's in her room"
"Great"
I walked to kat's room and knocked on her door.
"Come in" she said.
I couldn't wait till I closed the door behind me and ran to her as my tears ran down my cheeks like waterfalls.
"Jenny!! Oh my God what happened? It's Gray isn't it?" She asked.
"He knows. I told him everything kat. He knows now" I said in between my tears.
"Sweetie it's okay I promise you everything is going to be fine."
She hugged me so tight I felt for a split of second that everything was really going to be okay.
Maybe I would find a treatment for my sickness. Maybe I wouldn't die.
Maybe I would be able to live a normal life again.
Maybe...just maybe I would be able to have a life with Grayson...

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