*Prepare y'alls souls for the final chapter*
Enjoy.
*Shawn*
"Babe, do you want anything from the gas station?"
I stay quite and wait for an answer. After a few seconds, "can you just bring me some chips?"
I smile, "yes ma'am."
I grab the car keys that were near the door, making my way outside the house. I click on my car button, opening the door. I sit on the car seat and start the car. I began to drive out the driveway and head to my location.
I slip on my shades as I reached the little gas station. I grab the things I need and head to the cashier. No ones there so I ring the bell that was on the desk. I tap my fingers rapidly on the desk. My patience starts to disappear as I leave the stuff on the desk and leave.
How can no one be working yet they have it open? Someone can easily steal something. I sigh in frustration as I get in the car and start to drive away. Little things like this gets me angry.
I reach my house, making a sharp stop in the driveway. I climb out and reach the door. I unlock it and enter, tossing the keys on the table. I kick the door with my foot, which I didn't have to, but wanted to.
"You're home already?"
My head snaps up, Isabella standing at the top of the stairs, with a cover around her body. I gulp, "yeah. The stupid gas station didn't have anyone working, but the doors weren't locked either."
"Hey you," Isabella says, as she stands in front of me.
"Hm-m," I say, starring into her eyes.
She smiles, "I'm getting better, okay? Don't you worry about me."
She strokes my cheek slowly, waiting for a response. But really I couldn't give her one. I don't know what she could be thinking.
"It's like every other day, you just sit in the bedroom, just waiting. And I know for a fact i can't do nothing. I can't put that piece of your heart he took, back together. I know I will never. But I want you to know, I'm here, with you, every single step of the way."
"Shawn-"
"No, Isabella. He was important to you. I know he was. He was an awesome dude. I respected him, and I still do. I will spend every day with you. Take one day at a time. If that's too hard, we'll go hour by hour. If we can't do that, we'll do it minute by minute." (if you know where this line comes from, i love you truly.)
She stares hopelessly in my eyes, "he meant so much to me. But I love you more, and I don't want to waste anymore time without you."
Her voice spoke soft, so soft it scared me. I lean towards her face, resting my nose on hers.
"You won't lose me, and I'll make sure to keep that promise, forever."
Our lips connect, my head spinning with each second. "I love you," she says.
She rests her head on my chest, "I love you more," I say, placing a kiss on her heard.
My thoughts shift to another thing. You don't get to choose the people you love or hate. You don't get to choose who leaves or who stays.
In life, everyone dies. It may make everyone mad, but that's how life is. You have to make sure to spend every day, every hour, every minute, every second together.
Nobody's perfect. A lot of people think my life's easy. It's not. There's a point where you have enough of shit. When you lose someone, your thoughts shift to where what you could've done to make that person still be alive. You then realize you can't get that person back. You get that feeling in your stomach like you just want to give up. You're in your own little world, just you and that person you lost.
You would tell them everything you love about them. Because you would do that even before they passed. Nobody should go through the pain of losing someone, especially if all your left with is yourself.
Appreciate everyone in your life.
The End
Hallo guys! It's been quite a while since I've ended a book. So this is indeed the end of the book. It's been quite hard updating for school and social purposes. I love you all so much, seriously. Over the past the month or so, I've been getting quite a lot of messages from you guys and how y'all love my books, and I want to say thank you!!!!! I seriously couldn't make it without any of you! Thank you again, but we'll meet again in my next book, which is uploaded already.
So again, thank you, thank you, thank you, so, so, so much! Love you- Samantha <3
