Mistakes [Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction]

Chapter 13

On our way back to my house, it was pretty awkward. Louis and I decided that we will be taking his car this morning. Why did I agree to this? I don't know, but now I'm starting to regret that decision.

Leah was silent the whole ride home, and well Andrew he just fell asleep. Typical Andrew. As of me and Louis, we haven't spoken to one another since we left the ice cream shop.

I shale Andrews shoulder to wake him up, but there is no use. he isn't waking up.

"Here I got him" With that Louis carries him out the car.

Once I lead him the way to his room I walk downstairs to the kitchen to make myself a cup of tea. Tea is the only thing that can calm me down.

Louis been up there for quite a while. I'm not entirely sure what he's doing. Maybe Andrew woke up and he's trying to put him back to sleep. I don't know, but right now I couldn't really be bothered to go check on him at the moment

Louis POV

Once Alexis leaves to go downstairs I just stand there and watch him sleep. As creepy as that may sound. Just thinking. My son is five years old and here I am putting him to sleep 5 years later. For the first time in my life. My son. I should have been doing this years ago when he was a baby. After coming home from the hospital. Not just him, Leah too. But instead I was too busy thinking about how all this may affect me and my future. Not even stopping to think about how this may have affected Lexis' future. I mean a baby at 16. Not just one but two.

But no. I pretended as if none of this even happened. I pretended as if they never existed. Yeah, that may sound bad of me to have done that, but I did. there wasn't a day where they didn't cross my mind at least once. I was just too much of a coward to return after leaving. I told myself that I would return before their births but that didn't happen. Everyday I told myself that I would come back for them. But those days turned into months, and those months turned into years.

Her parents were very fond of me, they were more than happy when they found out that Lex and I were dating. now I was more than positive that they hate my guts. not just them, but her whole family. And I stood correctly when her brother Jason punched me in the face at the twins birthday party. Who wouldn't hate they guy who walked out on their daughter when he found out she was pregnant. I know I would.

When I bumped into Lexi a couple weeks ago at the party store she looked all frown up. Still the same just more mature.

I was glad that I got to see her, but disappointed once Leah and Andrew had no idea who I even was.

Earlier today when we were at the park I couldn't help but feel as if we were a family. but then I remembered that they have no I idea I'm their Dad. When we were at the ice cream shop and once we told them about me, I was happy to know that Andrew took the news great. He was happy for me to be his Father. But then there was Leah. Who didn't take the news so great. She looked angry. Almost as if she had pure hatred for me at the moment. To think that my own daughter doesn't like the idea of me being her Dad is heartbreaking.

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I walk out of Andrew's room and into to the kitchen to see Alexis with her resting head in-between her hands with a cup of tea in front of her, she looks stressed. I caused her this stress. I look at her and think this is the girl that I have loved since I was 16.

Flashback:

I was at Jason's house after school because he's tutoring me in math. He's a senior and the schools star football player. Which I so also happen to be in.

I don't know much about him besides the fact that he has a younger sister who's in my year. I'm pretty sure that she's pretty, if she looks anything like her brother. I mean, girls swoon over him and his looks. So being related to him means that she probably has the good looks as well.

"Jason, do you have an old t shirt that I can borrow?" A girl with brown hair and green eyes ask while walking in the door.

"Borrow?"

"Well more like have." she gives him a smile. Wow. That smile.

"Sure Lexi." Jason softly chuckles. He walks to his drawers and pulls out a black t shirt.

"Thanks."

"Lex, this is Louis. Louis this is my younger sister Alexis." He introduces us.

"Hey." I send her a small wave.

"Hi."

There was no denying she's pretty. But a girl like her will never be into me.

At school I would notice her walk down the halls. Guys would flirt with her, but she didn't seem to give anyone of them the time of day. Which definitely boosted down my confidence to go and talk to her.

Whenever I would go over to their house for tutoring or sometimes us guys on the football team would go there to hang out, I would always seem to catch myself staring at her.

There's just something about her.

Jason always warns us about chasing after his little sister. He don't want her to get hurt. And if that does happen he would gladly go after us.

When I asked Jason for permission to go on a date with Lexi, he was completely okay with that because he trusts me. Unlike other guys. He said I was good for her. When I asked him if it was okay for me to ask Lex to be my girlfriend, he made me promise him one thing. And that was too not hurt her.

But I broke my promise. I hurt her by leaving her.

Flashback Over:

I walk over to Lex and notice that she fell asleep. I carry her to room and may her across the bed. I take her boots off that she was wearing earlier. I would change her in some more comfortable clothing, but that would probably weird her out if I did. Instead I just tick her in

I kiss her forehead, and right as I'm about to leave her room I hear her talk.

"Stay."

I turn around to make sure I'm hearing correctly instead of imagining.

"Please stay." Nope I'm definitely not imaging.

"Are you sure?" I feel obligated to ask.

"Yeah, just please stay." With that I walk over and lay next to her.

Once I'm sure that she's asleep and positive that she can't hear me I whisper those three simple words.

"I love you"

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A/N: Did you like the chapter. I know I did. It was basically in Louis POV so that you can see his how he feels about this. I tried to make it longer than usual because I haven't updated in over a month which I am very sorry for. I was in Tennis, but not anymore. (If you know what I mean) ;). This chapter is not edited so excuse the errors and misspelled words. Anyways... If you can also check out my Michael/Calum 5SOS fanfic, that would be great. I have awesome ideas for this story so stay tuned for that. And you can also get me on twitter. @mashtonnarryx. Until next time. See ya! Don't forget to -------

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