Mistakes [Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction]

Chapter 16

It's been a week since the whole incident. Leah has 'forgiven' Louis. It's not that she was mad, she was more hurt. Louis and I are working on our relationship. And by relationship I mean friends. I don't think Louis and I will be getting back together anytime soon. Or anytime in the near future.

Yeah I know I told Louis that he still hasn't lost me and never will but it's too soon. Too soon for me to just let him back in.

For the past 2 weeks Louis has been spending lots of time with the twins. Playing football with Andrew, spoiling Leah getting her whatever she pleases. Taking them to the park nearly everyday, finally being the dad to them that he should've been years ago. Louis doesn't live here he's just over often. And by often I mean everyday. He basically lives here honestly. In the guest bedroom of course.

There's only one thing I'm worrying over about.

Louis going to go back on tour soon.

He hast told me anything about it yet. Although he's going to have to tell me soon.

I don't mind him going back on tour, because that's what he does as a loving. I'm just scared. Scared of him leaving and not returning.

Again.

But besides that. Zack has been texting me nonstop for the last week. I haven't been responding, but he just happens to not take a hint. I thought I made it pretty clear to him that we were over. Completely done almost a year ago. It's been really getting on my nerves. It shouldn't bug me as much it should but it does. Louis hates Zack. And of he were to find out that he's been texting me he would flip. Especially if he found out that Zack and I dated for a majority of Louis absence.

You see Zack and Louis never gotten along. They completely hate each other. The reason that thy hate each other as much as they do is because Zack has had a crush on me since forever. And Louis doesn't seem to like that.

As soon as he found out that Louis and I were dating he was not very pleased. Zack has been trying to get with me since before Middle School. It took Louis only a matter of months. He envied him for that. He would always try to get in our relationship and mess things up. Surely they didn't work.

But after left, as crazy as it may sound I gave him a chance. We've dated for about a year and a half almost two years. Of course that was after Andrew and Leah were born, when I faced the fact that Louis wasn't returning. I mean I wasn't going to wait around for him forever.

It's been about a year since I've last seen or spoken to him. The day we decided to put an end between us.

Anyways. Louis can not find out about this. At least not yet. Either way he has no say in it. Me and him are not together.

We're still working on us. Or whatever it is that we are.

I feel like bringing up the tour to Louis, but I want him to bring it up. I know he knows it's coming up, and that he will have to leave soon. So hopefully he at least has somewhat of a plan, and is planning to continue being in his kids life. Cause I would hate to see leave, forget about us here, and not come back.

Once again.

I've had it happen before. I don't want it to happen again. Because if it does I risked the relationship between my brother for nothing.

Speaking of my brother.

I haven't spoken to Jason since the twins birthday party. And honestly I don't think I even will. He seemed pretty ticked off. As for my parents I've spoken to them at least twice in the past week. My mom only. Not my dad.

He's still mad at Louis. And now me too apparently. Mom has always like Louis. I swear she loves my boyfriend more than I do.

Wait! Did I just say boyfriend. He is not my boyfriend. Not anytime soon. And love did I just say love? Do I still love him? I don't know I'm kinda on the edge right now between Love and Hate for him.

"Alexis." Louis waves a hand into face. I lift been lost in though that I didn't notice him talking to me.

"Aren't you going to answer your phone?"

"What?"

"Your phone is ringing." I look down to my phone and notice that it is ringing.

Zack.

Debating wheather or not to answer it. If I do answer Louis will know. But if I don't he'll never stop.

Before I even have time to process what I am doing I answer.

"Hello."

"Alexis! It's about time you answer. I've been trying to reach you."

"Hey..." My voice trails off and I look over to Louis and see him looking at me, as if asking who is it.

"I was wondering if..."

"Hold that thought there."

I look over to Louis and explain to him that I'll be upstairs. Once I reach my bedroom I shut the door and return to Zack.

"What do you want Zack?" I say with a hint of annoyance in my voice. Hopefully he gets that message that I don't want to talk to him. But to my luck, he doesn't.

"I'm in town for a couple of weeks and I was wondering if maybe we can hangout sometime while I'm here. And you know maybe you can bring Leah and Andrew. I would love to see them." Unlike me Zack actually got the opportunity to attend college. As me I didn't even get to graduate. He's been going to college here, but recently he got accepted to UCLA, so obviously he's been over there.

But once again I speak before I think.

"Sure, I don't see why not."

"Great! Does Wednesday sound alright? How bout the cafe downtown around noonish?"

"Sounds good. See you then." And with that I hang up.

What did I get myself into?

Louis POV

Alexis has gone upstairs to answer a phone call. I don't know what's going on with her lately. She's been acting real distant lately.

I need to tell her about the tour soon. It's coming up. Every time that I'm meaning to tell her I chicken out. I don't want her to think that I just walk into her and the kids life and then just leave agin. Because that is not what I'am planning to do. I want to take her on tour with me. Her, Andrew and Leah. It'll be great! Or so I think it would.

She seemed to be so lost in thought that she didn't even notice her phone ringing.

"Your phone is ringing." I tell her once I snap her out of whatever it is she's thinking. She looks down to see who's calling. She hesitates before answering. When she answers she looks over to me with worry in her eyes. Weird.

I can hear the other person on the line speaking but I can't detect what he or she is saying.

"Hey..." Her voice trails off. I look over to her in asking who is it. She doesn't respond to me, but instead explains to me that she'll be going upstairs to take the call.

I know it's wrong and that she'll probably be mad at me, but I gotta figure out why she's been so off lately. With that I press me ear to the door of her bedroom.

Whoever it is that she's talking to surely does have a loud voice. Loud enough that I can hear clearly what they're saying.

"I'm in town for a couple of weeks and I was wondering if maybe we can hangout sometime while I'm here. And you know maybe you can bring Leah and Andrew. I would love to see them."

I thought that it may be one of girl friends that she's talking to, not a guy!

"Sure, I don't see why not."

"Great! Does Wednesday sound alright? How bout the cafe downtown around noonish?"

"Sounds good. See you then."

Who is it that she'll be meeting up with on Wednesday. I don't know, but I'm going to find out.

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A/N: Sorry for the lack of updating. Schools over which means more time for writing. I decided to update this story every Friday for now on. Today is Thursday, so consider this an early update. -You're Welcome- I have most of this story planned out & it is going to be major! Majorly Epic!! There only 2 people who know how this story will end up being. But even they don't know much of what's going to go down. Until next time, I salute you.