Mistakes [Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction]

Chapter 5

The next day come. And let's just say, I'm not really looking forward to meeting up with him today. I didn't make much of an effort on getting getting myself dressed considering its just Louis. It's just Louis.

Louis texted me last night before I went to bed saying to meet up at a café just downtown at around noon. How'd he get my number I have no idea. Coincidence that, that cafe also happens to be where we first met. Which also happens to be the place where you told him you were pregnant in. I wonder if he still even remembers that. Highly doubt it. It's been 6 years.

I quickly got dressed in some light washed jeans, gray converse and my white V neck. Left my hair to it naturally curly self, just braided my bangs. As for make up which consisted of concealer and mascara. The kids were at my brothers house. I asked him if he can look after them during the afternoon. Telling him I had to take care of some 'important' business, that dad needed working with. I felt bad for lying to him. Jason doesn't exactly like Louis. Especially after running out on me. So It'll be best if I don't tell him where I'm really going.

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When I arrived at the coffee place Louis was already waiting for me in the back corner. Once he noticed that I was here, he waved his hand signaling me to join him.

"Hello, Alexis"

"Hi" I have him a nice smile in return.

I took a seer in front of him, where he then placed a cup of coffee in front of me.

"It's your favorite, white chocolate laté" before I can ask him on how he knows that. He beats me to it. "I remembered" "How?" was the first thing that came to my mind. "How can I not?"

"Well... We haven't spoken in years, so it's just strange that you remember my favorite type of coffee." He just stared at me. It almost looked as if he looked, sorry?

"Yeah, about that" he waited a couple of seconds before continuing. "I'm really sorry for what I did to you a couple years ago."

"And what exactly is that, that your sorry for?"

"For running out on you. For making you raise 2 kids all by yourself, which happen to be my kids as well. For not being there for them, for not being there for you." He said that last park in a whisper that I was barely able to hear him.

"Please say something"

"Well what do you want me to say Louis? That I forgive you for what you've done?"

"I would like for you to forgive me? Yes, I do."

"And why should I?"

"Because there my kids too, I deserve to be in their life." Wow that right there completely aggravated me.

"Oh, now you want to be in their life?! You want be in their life after 5 years of not being there for them, why! Why now? Where were you when they needed you?!"

"Because I want to be there for my kids! I want to be a father figure that they have grown up not having! I want to be in their life" by this point we were both yelling, that didn't matter much. We were the only ones here anyway.

"Now you want to be in their life? after nearly 5 years of not being involved in any way. They have grown up without a father. They needed you."

"I know that now, they need to know that I'm their dad."

"But they don't! They don't know you as that. Leah knows you as 'Louis Tomlinson' member from One Direction. Andrew knows you as a guy in a band who his little sister obsesses over. How I'm i supposed to tell them that you happen to be their father?" By now I had tears in my eyes. Just picturing it in my head, my two pride and joys growing up without him.

"Please" Louis pleaded 

This may be a lot harder then I had expected. I was going to tell them eventually, once they got older. They're still young, them may not be able to process all of this. Now that all this has happened its gets me wondering. If I hadn't of bumped into Louis while shopping yesterday, will he still want to be in Andrew and Leah's life? Or would he have just continued pretending that they don't even exist?