Mistakes [Louis Tomlinson Fanfiction]

Chapter 19

Louis POV

I leave the coffee shop with Andrew and Leah and I can't help but feel happy that they would rather be with me instead of that asshole Zack.

Alexis said that she'll meet us back here in a bit so that where I'm at. Luckily she have me a key to her house sometime last week. Or not I would've been sitting in my car until she returns. Her giving me an extra key means a lot to me. As stupid as it may be. It means that she is slowly starting to trust me. Step by step.

Almost an hour later Lexi or should i say Alexis walks through the door.

The kids are too busy watching a movie that they dont even notice that shes finally here. Me however I took notice since i heard her car pulling up in the driveway.

She stares at us 3 before disappearing into the kitchen. which I'am quickly to follow.

'So you and Zack?" Is the first words I've spoken to her since our little encounter earlier today. i figured that its better to ask her about it now then later.

"What about me and Zack?" Did she really just ask me that?

"What's going on between the two of you?" I'm really trying to control myself so that i wont start yelling at her. I was tempted to earlier but I didn't want to cause a scene.

"Umm, nothing." I scoff.

"I'm not lying!" I didnt even say anything in return to her last stament and she's already defending herself.

I just looks straight at me before asking the question that I've been dreading to know the answer to.

"Did you two date while I wasn't here?"

She didn't answer my question but her silence is all i need to confirm it all.

"Unbelievable." I huffs under my breath.

"I can't believe that you dated him. Him! Out of all people is just had to be him?" I don't even care about not yelling no more.This is an outrage.

"What did you expect. Did you expect me to stay single until the day you finally decide to return!"

In some selfish way part of me hoped that maybe she did, but I knew that, that wasn't going to happen. I mean shes fuckin beautiful. As soon as some guy finds out that she's single any guy would be sure to chase after her. Which sure seems to be what Zack did.

Yet I'm the dumbass that left.

"But did you have to date him? The guy who tried to ruin our relationship the minute he heard we got together. The guy who's had a crush on you since forever." I wouldn'y mind as much if it was someone else, but the fact that it was him. Zack Davis

"Does it really matter?"

"Yes it matters! You dated a guy knowing that we completed hate each other!"

"At least he was the Dad that you weren't!" Oh...

"He was there for them when you weren't. So don't you dare say anything about me dating him because he was doing your job at being a father to them while you were out traveling the world." I can feel tears in my eyes, how dare she say that? But when I come to think of it its true. I guess i can thank him for that.

I don't giver her enough time to say much else before I'm heading towards the door. Because honestly that hurt.

"Yeah go ahead and leave! It's not like it's going to be the first time of you leaving."

"God dammit, I'm not leaving!" I turn around at yell back at her. Seems to be that I'm not the only one who's crying.

"You'll leave eventually!"

"I won't leave you. Not again." And it's true. I'm not planning on leaving her. Not now nor never.

"You're leaving on tour soon Louis." Crap. She knows.

"That's different. This time I'm leaving for work, not because of my own stupidly. And this time I'm coming right back."

"Really? Cause that's exactly what I thought the first time but you never did."

"Just let me explain to you this tour. Please, and you will see that I'm not intentionally leaving you."

We sit down at the dining room table where I will explain to her my plan on taking her and the kids with me.

 "The tour has already started. we're on a break for right now, but I will have to go back soon.

"So you cant back into my life when you know that you're going to have to leave soon?!" She has a point there.

"Louis, I'm not so worried about myself if not for Lean and Andrew."

"What do you mean?"

"After finding out who their dad is after all this time, and then to have you just leave. They're five I don't think they'll fully understand you leaving them after findong out who you really are." Yeah I didnt think much of what the kids might think, because i was too worried thinking about what Lexi will say if I asked her to come on tour with me.

"Which is why I want you, Andrew and Leah to come on tour with me." Shes shocked.

"I don't think that'll be a great idea."

"Why not? It'll be a great way to spend some time with my family, and doing what I love. Plus you've always talked about how much you want to travel the world, and now you finally have the chance to." Its true she would always tell me that she would like to tavel the world before she settled down in her life. Obviously she hasnt been able to do that since she got pregnant and all. Now that i think about it, Lexi probably hasn't been able to do many things she would've like to do because shes too busy raising our kids. Yet here I' am doing everything that I've always wanted to do and more. It's sad really.

"Tell me one thing Louis. And I want you to be completely honest with me."

"Go ahead."

she pauses before telling me.

And Boy was I not expecting this.

"Do any of the boys know about me and the twins?"

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A/N: Last chapter was crap I admitt. But this cliffhanger!. I didnt update on Friday, because I just didnt. And this chapter is to make up for that. I will be updating this Friday and MAYBE sometime before that. Will she go on tour or not? But what will Louis say?!! Whatever her decisions on being interesting think will happen.