Unexpected You [COMPLETED]

Chapter 10

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Jessica's POV

I'm walking towards Yifan's office holding the clipboard where his schedules are written. This is more like a daily routine for me, being with him all day and do my job as his secretary. But today is different.

It's been six months now since we decided to be together. Yes, its six months of pretending..

I would tell a lie if I will say that it doesn't pain me because it does, it really does.

Every time I saw Sulli visiting Yifan and gave him a kiss and always telling how much she loves him, it hurts, really.

After that, Yifan will always say his apologies which I'm getting used to, right now and I will always willing to accept him.

What can I do? I love him, that much.

I heaved a deep sigh as I stopped in front of Yifan's office. I'm about to twist the door knob when the door suddenly swung open.

I looked at the person in front of me. "Ms. S-Sulli.." I stuttered

She stares at me for the whole minute before smiling "Hey, you're Jessica. Yifan's secretary."

I nodded and bowed "Good morning, Ms. Sulli." I greeted formally

"Well, I guess the morning isn't good now." She mumbles

I looked at her and frowned "w-what do you m-mean?"

She sighs and gestured Yifan inside, I looked at him and he's talking to someone on the phone. "He's very busy. He doesn't have time to me these past few months." She mumbles "it hurts."

And I felt the guilt again. I clutch the clipboard I'm holding. I can't even look at her eyes.

I'm tired of this..

I'm tired of pretending,

I'm tired of hiding,

I'm tired of lying,

I'm tired of being hurt,

I'm tired of everything..

"Uhm.. Jessica? Are you okay?" Sulli asked, she looked so worried

How can I hurt someone as kind and nice as her?

Why do we have to love the same person?

"Jessica? You want me to bring you to infirmary?"

"N-no.." I able to answered "I'm okay, I'm sorry."

"Are you sure?"

I smile at her "Yes, thanks for worrying.." I said "Are you going to stay here longer?"

"Uhm.. I guess so, why?"

"Can you do me a favor?"

"Uhm.. what is it?"

I heaved a deep sigh "Can you give this to him?" I said handing her the clipboard I'm holding "there's something important on it."