Chloe's POV
We soon booked a doctors appointment and two days later off to see the doctor we went, I know I'm gonna have to ask about a paternity test, I'm gonna have to figure out a way to get Thomas out of the room for that
It's gonna be kinda embarrassing to ask to be honest, I don't really want all the judging but I need to get this done now rather than after I've had the baby
I don't want to stay and have it be Ryan's baby and have to decide whether or not to leave, or leave and find it's Thomas' baby and have to decide whether to try and go back or not
I need to know now, I need to decide now, I definitely won't be doing anything in a few months if this is anything last time
I was sat with Thomas in the waiting room until a nurse came and ushered us into one of the rooms, she told me to get comfortable on the bed and then that the doctor would be in shortly
I got onto the bad and tried to get comfortable but I was just so nervous that I couldn't settle down
Thomas must've noticed because he came to sit beside me, took my hand and squeezed it gently in support, the warm and supportive smile on his face just confused me further
I couldn't work him out, I never really have been able to though have I to be honest?
But the more I think about it the more I wonder, he didn't go see her over the weekend I was away, I checked, he couldn't have left, he had the opportunity to sneak away to his mistress and didn't, he came home EARLY to see me
What if he broke it off with her or tried to but she wouldn't have it or he wants to break it off with her but doesn't know how or something, maybe he was just saying those nasty things about me because they were what she wanted to hear, he might've just been buying time
Maybe he really does love me, maybe he really is trying to change, maybe he really does want this baby
But that makes it so much harder
If he really does want to change for me and our family then what am I supposed to want? Am I supposed to want to leave Thomas and have this baby with Ryan? Or am I supposed to want it to be Thomas' baby and then stay with him and fix our marriage?
I don't know what to do, I don't want to hurt Ryan but I know if it turns out this is Thomas' baby I have to stay, no matter what, my kids deserved their dad if he really is trying
"Well hello, I wasn't expecting to see you back again" the doctor said with a chuckle, I couldn't help breathing a sigh of relief, it was the same doctor I had while I was pregnant with Archie, she knows my history and she knows me, might make this a little bit easier
"Neither was I" I reply with a small nervous chuckle
"Alright so you've taken a test which came back positive yeah?" She asks nicely and I nod "alright then, you know the drill, let's take a look and then we'll get on with everything else when we've established the main facts" she suggests and I agree
I lift my shirt up instinctively as she brings over the ultrasound scanner, I was very much so okay with the idea that cold gel would never be on my stomach again but no, life likes to spite me
On goes the cold gel and there goes the shiver down my spine, Thomas gets really excited, squeezing my hand in support and looking eagerly at the monitor while I was significantly more focused on the sensor thing, whatever it's called that she's not pressing on my stomach, it doesn't hurt but let's just say she's welcome to take it off because it's definitely not comfortable either
"Alright, normally I'd say about 5-6 weeks but looking at you stats and baring in mind Archie's smaller size and weight throughout your pregnancy plus the development, I'd say you're about 8-9 weeks, congratulations" she tells me
Well that's great, precisely the point where I stopped sleeping with Thomas when he went away and when I started sleeping with Ryan, I slept with both of them multiple times in the week that 8-9 weeks pregnant would fit
Great
"Chloe do you mind if I pop to the toilet really quickly?" He asks, wow okay this is my shot
"Of course you can" I reply
"Sorry, I will be back really quickly, I promise" he tells me and I nod with a smile
He walks out of the room and I immediately get to it, no time to waste
Thomas' POV
As I walk out I hear Chloe begin to speak and what I hear stops me in my tracks
"Umm....how would you go about doing a paternity test while I'm still pregnant?" Excuse me did I just hear that correctly? My wife needs a paternity test, well that's interesting, good to know that bitch has been cheating
She's not gonna get away with this
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THIS BOOK ENDS SO SOON AND IM NOT READY TO LET GOOOO! Anyways tho what do you think Thomas is gonna do? Are you ready to find out who the baby's father is? Xoxo
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The Affair
FanfictionChloe Hosterman was a young woman in a new city when she moved to New York 8 years ago, 18 years old in the big city for the first time ever She'd grown up in a small town no one had ever really heard of, she didn't have much growing up but they'd g...
