Four Sheep PT. 2

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Everyday I would get rid of my first sheep. It would come back. I'm not sure if it was meant to be, but I later accepted my first sheep.

However, I kept it hidden.

I let people push me around, put me down, and worse of all I let them not know the real me.

I want to play sports. I want to come to the party. I want the rumors to stop. I want to be a part of the crowd.

But I can't.

I do not belong with them. I can't play sports, join their parties or groups, and they still passed out lies about me.

I was a nobody.

I knew nothing of the outside world because I had no phone, computer, or account for socializing online.

Any online games were forced to be played offline.

Any time a friend wanted to text me- they couldn't. We didn't have a cell phone and when we got one, I never had any numbers to add.

My first sheep was something I couldn't leave now.

My first sheep is a part of my memories now.

My first black sheep is a part of me now.

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