I can hear my heart pounding out of my chest as it tightens and contiunes to tighten. I want to cry, yet, something stops me from doing so.
Something inside me is starting to become more and more like that dark red wall. And I think...
It's growing.
I can laugh in the face of fear and... apparently not care for them anymore.
I thought I loved them. Cared for them. I thought it was all them that was making me suffer and live through the pain.
"Open your eyes!"
Of course, I am the source of my own suffering and sadness. Why didn't I knew sooner?
Did I know? No... none of this can't be right.
I still can feel their anger and sadness, which in return frightens me, saddens me.
I am not sure of anything anymore. Who am I?
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Listen to me, before it all begins.
Everything that I keep within.
Hear me breath these words and tell you
This is not who I am.
One sheep, two sheep, many sheep...
Lack of sleep...
Have been my downfall.
And now I will lose it all.
If it means letting you be happy.
Don't cry if the sun and/or moon leaves you.
Be happy it lives inside of you.
You can promise me that, right?
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Counting Sheep
Teen FictionOne sheep, two sheep, This is not helping at all. Three sheep, four- Someone kill me, I must snoop this low. Five sheep, six sheep, I feel tired, but the waters still flow. Seven sheep, eight she- It looks like the sheep hit a wall. I guess eight sh...
