numb.
numb is the only thing
i feel
after crying for an hour.
i lay on my bed,
motionless.
my words fail me.
i can't even lift a finger.
numb
is what i want to feel
after going through
the same bullshit again.
i'll stay still
and contemplate my fear of height.
suddenly,
as i'm standing
on the ledge of my building,
my fears are gone,
and i'm ready to dive into
the darkness.
numb; h.k
