i wish i could say
that i've tried so hard to love you
but i haven't.
i wish i could say
i was the perfect partner,
but i can't.
i wish i could say
that i will love you
and only you,
'til death do us apart,
but i'm tired,
because loving you
slowly consumes me,
and every second longer
without you
makes me a the worst person in the world.
it's never been your fault,
and it never will.
