BLIND DATE. ❪ PJM + JJK ❫

twenty-one

JIMBLES
i hate him

JIMBLES
i hate him so fucking much

JIMBLES
god

SEOKJINX
jimin?

JIMBLES
i dont know what im doing anymore hyung

JIMBLES
i dont know why im doing it

JIMBLES
i want out i want out i want out

JIMBLES
i hate him i hate him so much

SEOKJINX
jiminie are you okay?

JIMBLES
just fantastic

SEOKJINX
jimin

SEOKJINX
are you crying?

JIMBLES
youre a goddamn psychic hyung you know that

SEOKJINX
what happened?

JIMBLES
he just

JIMBLES
im in some deep deep shit because of him

JIMBLES
and he doesnt even c a r e

SEOKJINX
are you crying because of the shit you're in?

SEOKJINX
or because he doesn't care?

JIMBLES
he doesnt care

SEOKJINX
jeongguk, right?

JIMBLES
the one and fucking only

SEOKJINX
it's okay

SEOKJINX
take a breather for a sec

SEOKJINX
now just talk to me about it, okay? it always feels good to vent

JIMBLES
i dont want to talk about it

JIMBLES
i want to eat ice cream and bawl my goddamn eyes out about it

SEOKJINX
well get your box of tissues and ice cream

SEOKJINX
because you can do that too

JIMBLES
i love you hyung

SEOKJINX
i love you too

SEOKJINX
now tell me

JIMBLES
where do i even start like theres so muc h and

SEOKJINX
it's okay, just go ahead

JIMBLES
god ok jeongguk wants to do something fucking stupid and he wont listen to any reason whatsoever and he's desperate hyung hes so desperate and i can relate to that but hes just being really. freaking. dumb. but i do want to help him, i just dont want him to leave me yet ok? but he's making this so goddamn difficult for me and and i dont know how much longer im going to last but if i end this it'll just be OVER, just like that, and a month from now ill be blaming this all on myself but itll be too late by then bc he wont come back EVER, and ill never be able to forgive myself if that happens so i have to hang on but it's just getting so. fucking. difficult i just