I'm Already Broken - A One Direction Fanfic

Chapter 19

Ch.19

Louis' P.O.V.

I still couldn't get it through my head that she was pregnant. I was going to be a dad. I was still laying next to a sleeping Katie on the couch when the bell started ringing frantically. I got up to get it and who I saw wasn't what I was expecting.

"Elena? What are you doing here? Why do you look such a mess?" I asked frantically.

"Let me in Louis. Just let me in!" Tears streaming down her face.

"Of course!" But I was too late. She collapsed on my front porch and I carried her to our guest bedroom.

"What's wrong Elena? You know you can talk to me."

She made noises between sobs but the only thing I could make out was 'Harry'. That son of a bitch. Whatever he did to hurt Elena, hurt bad, and he was going to pay. She cried herself to sleep and I didn't bother waking her, even when she stained the white pillow case with her mascara.

Harry's P.O.V.

I got in my car and drove to Louis house as soon as possible. I rang the doorbell and when he answered he didn't look happy.

"You son of a bitch!" He grabbed my shirt and slammed me against the wall across from his door. "What did you do to her?" he held me tighter, putting his face close to mine.

"I have no clue! I really don't!" I pleaded but he didn't budge.

"Don't fucking lie to me. You hurt her and I want to know what the hell you did!"

"I don't know!" I screamed back at him. Before I knew it I was sobbing and his grip on my shirt loosened until his support gave way and I was sitting on his front porch crying my eyes out."I don;t know Louis..I really don't know..." I said slowly, wiping away my tears. "All I ever wanted to do was make her happy. Now I can't even tell her I love her without being accused of lieing! It was all over that stupid girl, that one on tour. I never should have cheated on Elena, with a groupie of all people."

He sat down beside me and leaned his head against the brick wall. "I'm sorry"

"It's not your fault I cheated on her."

"No, I'm sorry for flipping out on you at the resturaunt."

I was silent, up until this point approval from my best friend was all I needed and now I had it and didn't know what to do with it.

"I..I don't know what to say." i forced out through tears.

"Just say you forgive me. I've been acting angry all the time but all I really wanted was for you to forgive me. I miss my best friend man." He stared blankly at the front door then down at his feet. "I just want you to forgive me."

"I forgive you." I patted him on the back and he looked over at me.

"In case you forgot, the girl you are looking for is upstairs in the guest bedroom. Probably still sleeping."

"Sleeping?"

"She was pretty sad. I think she cried herself to sleep." Louis explained.

"I'll go talk to her." I got up and walked inside, wiping my tears as I made my way up the stairs.

I poked my head in the door, "Elena?" She was still asleep and she was still wearing my hoodie. Her mascrara was running down her cheeks and she still looked beautiful.

I rummaged through the desk on the far side of the room and finally found a pen and paper.

Dear Elena,

I'm not sure what to say because I'm not sure what I did wrong. I've tried loving you with everything  I have and still I don't deserve you. When I'm around you I get butterflies and when I'm away all I do is think of you. You are my all. My everything. The girl I want to be with for the rest of your life.

I can't stand it when you're mad at me and I just want to cry. When you read this, I want you to know that I love you and I care about you, and for everything I've ever done wrong, I'm sorry. If you are still sure you want this relationship to last, and see me in your future, call me at 10:00 a.m. tomorrow morning. I'll be waiting by my phone. But if you don't and you are absolutely sure I don't deserve another chance, don't call. I won't blame you, because after what a shitty boyfriend I've been, I wouldn't want to give me another chance either. If you don't call, I'll leave the house all day tomorrow and you can get your stuff without having to see me. I love you, don't ever forget that.

Harry. xx

I set the note on the side table and left, giving Louis a hug and telling him I didn't want to wake Elena, but I left her a note. I drove home with no thoughts running through my mind. It was all up to her, there was nothing I could do now.