can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter (20) what about the past

the chapter song s bad day by Daniel powter

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alice pov's

I wake up 6:30 am

zayn wasn't in the room he must got back to his house yesterday

I got up and went to the bathroom I turned the shower on & then I hopped in the water was hot & relaxed

I don't know what should I do about my mum it is the first time I get grounded & I don't like that

but I didn't do anything wrong I got kidnapped if she knew what I got through yesterday she wouldn't do that

but I can't tell her omg I'm in deep shit

but I love him & I really love him we know each short time ago but I love him I feel stupid I promised I would never full that hard again to any human well but zayn isn't human so I guess I didn't break the promise

"alice are you in there" I heared zayn voice from outside

"yeah" I shouted

"well hurry up we have school" he replied

"okay" I stepped out of the shower

I but the towel around my body I dried my hair then curled it I opened the door slowly to see if zayn still out side & he was

" zayn get out I need to change " I said

"ummm let me think" he said playfully

"hahaha" I faked a laugh

"now get out"

"okay okay don't be mad I was joking" he said getting out of the room finally

I went to my closet I but on a skinny black pants & a red top with asmall black leather jacket I looked in the mirror , I put some mascara ,lipstick & eyeliner

woow I look pretty cool in that outfit too cool for school but what ever I put my in my pocket with some mny then put on my backpack now I'm done

I went down stairs to see zayn he made breakfast & it smells good with mango juice my favourite I looked at him he was wearing black jeans & red shirt with a black leather jacket

"woow we are matching our clothes" I said

"yeah looks like that you look amazing in that outfit you know" he said smiling

"you too & as always your hair looks amazing" I laughed

"well it takes Lot of time but I try" he laughed

I went to the table then we eat breakfast togther

while we were eating

" can I ask you something alice" he looked down at his plate

"yeah sure "

" did you love anyone before I don't mean dated him no cuz you are so beautiful you must have dated alot but did you loved any one before like real love" he said

"well " I hesitated

" if you don't want to tell me that's okay" he said holding my hand

"no it is just a really sad story "

" you can tell me if you want to"

"well I was 15 & I had a boyfriend his name was jack he was so sweet he always loved me or I thought he did he never been late he always was there for me he was so good he didn't have a mistake I was always with him but the problem he was older than me with two years he was 17 we dated for year & he graduated he had to go to college & I could not stop him even so I love him  because it's his future he said he wil  always call & text & skype we stayed connected for two months then he stopped calling & changed his number I felt so disbreate after that & I used to cut my self then mum find out & she helped me through everything & I became much stronger I promised not to full for any human again after a year he came back to his family & they lived near us I saw him in the street he was with a girl he saw me he tried to say that it was impossible that we continue & the best thing was that he tries to make me forget him so I cried & told him that not talk to me ever again I slapped him on his face really hard he tried to stop but I left him that's it"  I didn't realise I was crying until I finished