can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 54 ) "afraid of losing you"

down by Jason walker

skinny love by birdy
ALICE'S POV

when we arrived to zayn's house we were all looking down no one wanted to talk or no one knows what to say we miss a part of us , we aren't complete without her , the wired thing is that hunter was sitting with us, I feel zayn's arm around my waist moving me closer to him , I can feel zayn's sadness but not only sadness he was mad , angry he wanted to revenge

niall enter the room silently , his head down , his hands in his pockets , I can feel his pain , I know how is it like to lose the one you love it brings the darkest sides of you , that darkness turns you to one of two things a monster or a disperset person who want to die with every single way .

niall need someone to save him from darkness , I had mum but still i had bad dreams , nightmares  and then zayn came turned my hole world around , he saved me .

niall sit down and looked at us , dad took a deep breath and then he spoke "I know that you all are sad and angry , me too" he said

"we need to put a plan the seven are willing to control the world , they want to end humanity , and they need alice to do that because if they had her they will be able to turn all their enemys to humans and killing a human is much easier"  he continued

"the most important thing is to hide alice so they wouldn't know where she is"  Edward said

"what ? you talk like I have no say about this I wanna be here I want revenge , I want to see those vampires die in front of my eyes for diana " I was so upset angry they talk like I'm just an object , I want to kill those vampires in fact I think I want to be a vampire to kill them too

"alice calm down it's all for diana , it's all for innocent humans who will die if you didn't stick with the plan " dad say his words drove me crazy

"if it wasn't you and all your secrets none of that would have happened , you was keeping all this secrets to protect me , right? but those secrets didn't get me anything but problems and a miserable life everything bad happened to me was because of those secrets "

"I had to keep them from you alice" he protests and now I'm even more angry

"you don't get it , do you ? you can't keep all this secrets because secrets are made to hurt people , you kept them away from me and ignored the fact that I will know them at the end "

"I wasn't the only one who kept secrets but at that time I had to do what I have done"

"no father you are wrong if you didn't pretend that you are dead and stayed with mum and me and tried to stop the seven we wouldn't have been like this now everyone was alive then , you could have done this years ago "  I said and walked to the door I opened it and run to zayn's car , my demons was all over my head , I wanted to hit someone so hard , I'm in pain , I'm hurt

I have those weird voices in my head playing with my thoughts telling me to leave them

I reached the park then parked my car and went inside

there was the tree I always sit under it

I cried hard tell I have no more tears

I felt a hand on my shoulder it was zayn

"leave me alone"

"no , alice you need me"

"I need no one , I'm better by myself "

he sit beside me

"alice I know you are mad but that won't help you need to be strong so we can stop the seven"