can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 47) can't forgive

zayn's pov

"I wanted to ask you something silly" she say

"what"

"remember my first day of school "

"yeah"

"I had that feeling that someone was watching me , it was you right"

"yeah I saw you when I was looking out of the window I knew you are my new neighbour & you were dancing around your room while combing your hair I laughed then I tried to read your mind to know which song you are dancing on but I couldn't & that was weird for me so I followed you to school to try & read your mind but I couldn't again , I was going crazy then in class when we were talking I read your mind when you thought I was hot " I say & we both laugh

"you are hot zaynee "

"anyway I had the same thought about you & when you refused to give me your address I respected you , you were the first girl to reject me "

"then why did you tried to scare me"

"because you was too confident & I wanted to break that at first but then when you looked at me from the window I couldn't stop staring at your eyes they were just magic to me & then I knew that I love you "

"& I love you too " she say & kiss my cheek

"I had alot of fun tonight being with you is the best thing in the world & I like the ring so much" she say & rise her hand up admiring the ring

"any thing for you baby just wait until we get engaged I will bring you the best ring ever"

"yeah & we will make a wedding on the beach"

"on the beach why?"

"because I like the beach dah" she say & I laugh

"okay I'll remember that a wedding on the beach "

"& our honey moon will be in a small island , me,you & the see "

"I can't wait for that" I say & we both laugh & she hit my arm playfully

we look at the stars

"look zayn see this star it's shining more than the others"

"yeah just like you "

"zayn" she laughs "I'm not a star'

"you are the most shining star to me when you smile oh god you light up the whole place & your laugh it's like music to my ear "

"I wish this moment would never end "

"yeah I wish that too but it's life I learned alot about it before you I was so sick of it I would do anything to entertain myself I would go & start a fight for no reason , hurt people , I was so bad but you , only you bring the good in me make want to be good for you "

"zayn you weren't bad , you are good since you were born but it's just what life do to people , I have lost faith in life many times I hate it I wanted to just disappear many times but there was my mum who I needed to take care of her just like she took care of me , you know we had to stand for each other the truth is I was never popular in my old school , I got bullied because I had no father , I had no friends , so it wasn't so bad to move here , it was just like a new beginning for me " she said & a smile spread on her face

"why are you smiling" I ask her

"because this new beginning made me meet you so I was just remembering our time together"