can you keep a secret ( zayn malik vampire fan fiction )

chapter ( 56) "hungry "

ALICE POV

sometimes life can be so unfair for  some people , like when you finally reach the quiet , calm life you always wanted , when you think that nothing worse can happen to you , when you have nothing to lose and you just don't care anymore.

You meet someone who bring you back to life and tell you that's alright , you start to care then like and finally you fell in love

but suddenly you realise that you have someone to lose and that's the best and the worst thing ever .

Today they turned hunter into a vampire mr Edward turned him , it was quite weird for hunter but he said it's an amazing feeling , now they all have to go hunting "animals of course" but niall said that he don't want to go and noura will be here at anytime to get the information that we need , I will be staying with niall at their house because we can't leave him alone

by 12:00 pm they all left and I sit in the kitchen , I had made a couple of sandwich because I realised that I have hardly eaten anything the last days and I need to be in a good health , so I sit on the kitchen table , pick a sandwich and start eating

suddenly I saw niall entering the kitchen

he came and sit next to me .

"hey, have a sandwich" I speak , he look at the plate and take a sandwich

"so how are you today? "

"fine " he say quietly

"you know they all went hunting , if you are hungry you can go to"

"oh no , I just eat because I enjoy the tast you know , I don't need food just blood "

"yeah I know "

"I just wanted to thank you for saving me yesterday "

"it wasn't a big deal , I just hope you are better now"

"yeah , see I dreamt about diana yesterday,  I couldn't remember everything she said but I know she is okay , in my dream she said "let go and move on " and It seems like I can't let her go I think about her 24 hours a day , I loved her so much , she did alot to me , she basically changed my life saved me but I couldn't save her" he say shaking his head while covering his face with his hands

"niall it's not your fault or mine or anyones , somethings are just meant to happen , everything happens for a reason maybe diana's death was a wake up call to all of us so we can stop the seven from what they're willing to do " I put a hand on his shoulder

"yeah I know but I miss her so much"

" I know how you feel when dad took zayn away from me without any specific reason and I thought I would never see him again , I broke down , thought that my life ended and there is no hope but the thing is zayn came back , look I know that diana isn't coming back but I'm sure that at some day with someone you will be able to be happy and love again"

"oh I'm not sure about that anymore , I feel like diana was my last chance of happiness my sunshine my hole world , if I died that would be much better from living without her"

"niall , if you died that doesn't solve the problem and beside think of diana she would want you to move on , she saved your life , my life too so we will never forget her , we will always have her in our hearts , you can let her go , and have her in your heart at the same time " niall look at me with teary eyes but he doesn't cry

"I guess you are right alice , you know it's just hard , I can't let her go In a heart beat"

"who said that take all the time you need , time can't completely heal wounds but it definitely make it better "