YOU ARE MINE (KathNiel Presents)

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KATHRYN'S POV

Mom and Dad have decided to go on a vacation in Singapore.. kung saan kailangan ko sila, dun pa sila wala. Ugh. Now I'm trapped in this major depression. They asked me to come with them, but I declined.. it's not my thing you know at wala ako sa mood para magbakasyon sa malayo.. may problema ako dito. But I can't do anything to fix this.

Alam nila kung ano ang nangyari.. Mom was very very mad and worried at the same time. My Dad was mad too.. but he said it's for good. Mas mabuti nalang din daw yun para walang nahihirapan. My supportive Dad turned into something he's not. Ugh. He even blame our generation.. si Mommy that time todo hagod sa likod ko.. but where is she now? Tapos si Daddy parang hindi lang nakikitang nagda-drama nako. I'm so frustrated. Kasalanan ko naman daw kasi eh.. kung bakit nangyayari 'to. Pinagsabihan niya na ako dati pa, pero di daw ako nakinig. Lintek na pag-ibig.. ang drama ng buhay ko ngayon!

Nakakabagot, nakakatamad tumunganga dito mag-isa sa kwarto. Days has gone so fast.. and it's almost a week since then. No sign of his shadow. What do I expect? Tss. Maybe he doesn't really care, after not so long months we've been together? Baka nga hindi pa yun naka pag-move on kay ano eh.. Pssh! Can't forget that annoying smile on his face when he's talking to Zharm.. They even trade numbers because she asks.. Ugh. Ain't that made you even more mad at all?

Kahapon ko pa siya hinihintay.. and I stupidly failed. WHAT?! Of course I'm expecting him to run after me.. and okay it's my fault.. di ko siya pinag-explain. I was mad that time and still.. I'm hurt too! I'm not a dried-ice.

I cried for many days.. I kept on telling myself it didn't happen. Parang ayaw pang pumasok sa utak ko na magagawa niya sakin yon. I know he's a guy.. pero yung pakiramdam na panatag ka na sayong sayo lang siya?! Yuk. I'm being girlish. I shouldn't be like this but.. he's my first f*cking boyfriend.. and even my first f*cking love. I am supposed to overreact to this matter, right? Makita mo yung boyfriend mong may kahalikan hindi ka magagalit o masasaktan man lang? Tanga-tangahan? Urgh.

Okay-okay.. hindi ko talaga nakitang naglanding sa lips.. nasabi ko lang na sa lips, eh syempre nakatalikod sila sakin.. and I was so mad.. really mad. Hindi ko nga lang nakita yung babae.. pagnagkataon nabangasan ko pa pagmumukha non. They're too close to each other.. closer like half an inch away. Ano iisipin mo.. nagtitigan lang?! And for the record they're also hugging!!

This is f*cked. Eto na naman ako.. I'm being hysterical again. I can't help it. I just love him so much it ruined my brain. You f*cking.. DANIEL! I hate to admit that I'm so f*ckingly in love with you!

"Girl, you need to relax your mind.. you look retard. Here have some drink!" Aria said calmly reaching a glass of vodka to me.

"Relax? Ikaw nalang kaya sa pusisyon ni Kath, Ari?" Miles inserted. I remained silent and took a shot. Andito kami ngayon ng barkada ko sa bar and FYI ibang bar to. I invited them.. gusto kong magpakalunod sa alak. Hindi ko kayang tumunganga buong araw sa bahay.. mas lalo kong naiisip yung – f*cking isht!