KATHRYN'S POV
*♫I know that we are upside down.. so hold your tongue and hear me out. I know that we were made to break.. so what? I don't mind..♫*
Nagyayaan ang barkada magdiwang sa dahilang kaarawan ng aming kaibigan na si Kiray. Alam niyo naman 'yun masyadong party-girl. Sinundo nila ako at pinilit pang magsuot ng mapang-akit na pananamit.
"It's a party you virgin mary.. not the typical gora you think."
Kaya napag-isipan ko nalang na magfitted dress, para wala na silang masabi sa suot ko. Not revealing, but enough to notice – kahit na ayaw na ayaw kong napapansin.
*♫You kill the lights, I'll draw the blinds.. don't dull the sparkle in your eyes. I know that we were made to break.. so what? I don't mind..♫*
Ilang oras na kaming nagsasaya sa bar. They're all goofing their body on the dance floor. And here I am, nagpapakalula sa alak kahit wala namang rason kung bakit. Nakaka-ilang baso na rin ako, hindi ko na nga mabilang kung ilang lalaki na ang lumalapit sakin.. and asked me to dance with them. But of course, as usual – I declined their requests. I'm not like those most girls, na kapag aayain sila they just go with the flow. Ano sila, sinu-swerte. I'd rather be drunk, kesa naman mapagod sa kakasayaw sa di ko kakilala.
*♫Are you gonna stay the night? Are you gonna stay the night? Oh oh oh, are you gonna stay the night?♫*
Oops, I think I drink too much.
"Kath..kath!"
I found myself lying on my seat, na-out of balance ata ako sa sobrang lasing. I think I'm too drunk. who am I kidding? I'm really drunk, 'coz I felt dizzy. Pero kailangan kong kayaning umupo ng maayos.
Ugh. The hell is going on. My head hurts, f*ck! Wait.. where am I? This room is too loud, f*cking hell.
Oh stupid head.. now I remember, nasa bar pala ako, actually kami. At tang*na ang ingay masyado.
*♫Are you gonna stay the night? Doesn't mean we're bound for life.. so oh oh oh, are you gonna stay the night?♫*
I bet someone's calling my name.. is it Julia? Kiray? Miles? Aria? Wait.. *burp I need some water, I'm thirsty like hell.
Oh there.. a glass of I don't know, maybe a friggin' water. Oh well, hell I care, I just need a friggin' drink.
*psshh
"F*CK! This ain't even water. Stupidty strikes."
*sniff..sniff
Where's everybody, sh*t. Whew!
I guess, I need to go to the rest room, right away – but I don't think I can control myself going there. It feels like someone possessed me.. and my body wants to dance at the same time. The heck is this feeling.. imbes na sa banyo ako pupunta, eh hinagit pa nila ako para sumayaw. Nakakahilo na talaga, pagewang-gewang na ako dito sa paglalakad at ang sakit pa sa mata ng punyetang ilaw na yan. I covered my eyes from the light and bowed my head.
Meanwhile..
DANIEL'S POV
*♫I am a fire, you're gasoline.. come pour yourself all over me. We'll let this place go down in flames only one more time..♫*
BINABASA MO ANG
YOU ARE MINE (KathNiel Presents)
Roman pour Adolescents"Kaya kong mag-isa, kaya ko kahit wala ka – kayang sabihin ng isip ko, pero hindi kailanman ng puso ko, dahil hindi magwawakas ang pag-ibig ko – kailan ba tama ang maiwan, kailan magiging masakit ang mawalan – kailan ako muling mabubuhay."