So by the time you read this, it will be sometime after 4/25/2017.
But on 4/25/2017, I was with a group of friends. They were mostly boys
(which weren't the problem, ironically)
but only one other girl. Let's call this girl Michelle.
And so Ian, Sam, Sebastian, Jeremy, Michelle and I were all talking about sexualities. Michelle is against homosexuals and hates them. Here's this ONE problem; I'm pan/bisexual. So are Sam and (maybe) Sebastian. Although, this is how it first started.
When recess started, I was walking out with Michelle next to me and Sofia on the other side of me. Sofia ran to her cousin, and then that left me and Michelle.
I then found Ian and Sam walking near us, and then gave me sparkle remains. I looked at his fidget spinner and that's when Jeremy came over.
We were talking about sparkle remains and then started talking about Homo Sapiens. Then we started talking about homosexuals and then homophobes.
Michelle is a homophobe.
Ian asked her why she hated them and her excuse was,
"They're weird!"
Dear God,
Please give me the power to punch people in the face and not get in trouble for it.
Sincerely,
Your Non Devoted FollowerI wanted to kick her in the face right there and then. Sam was curdled in a human ball for an odd reason, and then he started mumbling about being bisexual.
And then I yell, "Hey, me too!" And Ian starts to make a list of people who are straight and bisexual. Michelle then starts saying shit about Sam and Sebastian being weird because of their sexualities.
Ian then states my sexuality, because Michelle is an awful listener, and looks at me like I just crushed her reality and I was different.
I am human.
Treat me like it.
She then ran away to another place, and I didn't realize how.....
Upset and frustrated I was with her. She is a great friend, I can tell you, but she's clingy, and she disses my beliefs as if they are nothing to the human world.
Why?
Why are you doing that?
Why can't I just do shit that I like without being judged?
Why does she always find a way to make me feel like I can't answer her straight from the truth?
Why can't I be treated like everyone else in the world to her?
Why can't she accept who I am?
Why can't she accept what a human wants, what I want, and not just what she thinks?
I'm sick, and tired of being apart of her little life that revolves around, what seems to be, only her.
I'm sorry about bursting my problems to you. This just really triggered me and my emotions. And another thing is, I plan on breaking up with my boyfriend :'[
I'm too young, and I feel like he's acting like he's only my friend. But I just need a little longer to get into a relationship. Maybe 9th grade.
Either way, I'm just going to go with my gut, and my mother's advice, and I'm going to be single again :3
Ja ne Universe
~Tristen_Tried
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